.. acah ..

2009-03-04T00:10:00.004+08:00

BATU API SIAL !!!

Orang-orang batu api sial ni smer eh, gi terjun suda k?! seriously
i don't understand a single fuck shit why the hell would you
do that? no life, lack of love or what ?!! its getting on my nerves siak !
i'm so busy nowadays preparing for my final exams but i
specially spare some time to blog.
ABOUT THIS STUPID ISSUE ESPECIALLY.

Just one question eh, WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME ?!! you
win people's heart by backstabbing other people? kau bodoh pe sia?!
you go around telling your 'bestfriend' what i've been doing with
whoever, where i went with whoever, what i did with whoever. buto la,
i don't remember engaging a spy in my life. kau nampak aku kat
mane2 ngan sape2 pun kau nak gi bilang2 orang pe?! lain kali aku tunjuk
sluardalam aku colour ape, kau gi blg semue org k? tulis pat msn kau
skali, busuk2 pun kau gi buat banner besar2 la, tulis
'ACAH'S PANTIES PURPLE COLOUR TODAY !!', abe kau pi jalan pat
orchard road. tu macam baru swee org kata.
kimak dier punye anjing betul. (!!!!!!!)

It's bloody irritating !! kalau kau pikir nak jatuhkan aku, salah orang la
babe. cara kau pun sial, sape mau layan. kau menang ngan dayang-
dayang kau jela. 5 ketol taik. step mana nye mana je, padahal da telan
air pekat. kan kan kan??? hahaha, sedih pe labu?! out of 10 people
eh, 9 back out after knowing your true colours. selame ni kau ampu2 org,
kau rapat2 ngan aku pasal nak korek rahsia, so that you can go to your
bestfriend for 'a brand new story about me'. kire ape, a new chapter
begin pe?! new chapter kepala pisang kau k. kau dalah busukkan nama
aku pasal bende tak perlu. merepekkkkkkkkkk !!

Your tactic eh, in order for you to get close to someone, be it your beloved
boss ke eh, or any other people, you'll suddenly be very close to the person,
then you eliminate other human beings by backstabbing them, then you
start telling stupid redundant stories to the person, you give the person
your air kangkang satu perigi, the person bodoh go and believe you, and
TADAAAA, you found a new friend !! hahahahah, bende ni semue da ble bace
la. haha ! sia-sia je jadi kindergarten teacher, jahanam siak budak2 tu
da besar. semue kepala buto macam kau nanti.

You just loveddd to see people fight. or to be precise you want to make
people realised you're the apple in everyone's eyes. mana nye besar je suruh2
orang buat keje, organiser la kehape haramjad. puihhh. nak angkat bola
orang ble ah sanggup buat tu macam. orang kangkang, suruh kau duduk
in between kelengkang dia untuk 2 hari pun kau sanggup. kan kan kan ?!
macam anjing. HAHAHAHAHHA !! aku sukerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! when
i'm quiet does'nt mean im afraid, im camera-ing you closely. im observing.
kau pijak wire aku, kau jawab. ni acah, aku cakap aku buat nye.
huahuahuahauahua !!

Thats the why your boyfriend have another girl !! hahaha, abe kau legong,
dimadukan pun masih go. hahahahahahaha, bodoh pe kau ?!! mati suda !

Harapkan umur je tua, otak banyak taik !!
dasar kunik-kunik !! merepek !

HAHAHAHAHA !!

Kalau terase pedas, email je babe !!
you even got my number mahh, text me, call me !!
hahaha !!

Everybody else who're not involved,
diam-diam suda !!

k bye !

`ACAH`

2009-02-06T23:49:00.004+08:00

I am ALWAYS and i guess FOREVER be the black sheep in
anything and anywhere. im just so sick and tired of everything
that is happening around me. i wish im not even
born in this world in the first place. (!!!!!)

Im facing one of the most difficult phase of life at
the moment. i can break down anytime anywhere. everything
is crashing down on me.

I won't be able to update for the time being. Understand me,
people. i'll be back when the situation gets better. thankiu.

God,
only YOU understands me well,
only YOU know every single thing thats happening,
only YOU know every little bit of how i'm feeling right now.
Please, make my 2009 a better better one. eversince the
beginning it has been hell, its too much for me to handle.

`ACAH`

2009-01-22T02:21:00.000+08:00

*Today's entry concerns issues about me..*

Humans need to talk to themselves, betul? so here i am,
expressing it all out by writing. oh well.

I really miss those days where i'm SERIOUSLY happy; a clear mind, a
peaceful heart. i am a happy-go-lucky person by nature, but nowadays
problems cropped up one after another. i guess these are signs of
growing up. mama told me before, as i grow older, there will be more
problems that i've to face. i can't figure out if the problems are
caused by me ? or is it God's test to us humans ?

I admit, i realise, i know & i hate the fact that i have a very, very bad
temper. i throw tantrums to anyone and everyone around me. do you
know i HATE it sooooooo much??? but its just that i can't seem to
control when i got angry. i've tried, i tried it so hard, its just .. HARD.

That day i was quarelling with Berd, i got so angry. guess what
i did ? macam tak bersalah gitu, i threwwwwwwwwww my new
W980 phone against the wall. then it fell, *piannnggggg* lucky
thing there's casing, so the casing broke into pieces. hell broke loose.
BODOH PE AKU ??!!!!!! And i almost slapped my random schmate
cause she was happily smoking away in that same toilet. the whole
toilet was so smoky, and bloody hell its SKL goddamnit ! kepala
pisang dier. i already kick the door open and about to barge in when
her friend pushed me away. see how my temper can get so ugly ?
I HATE !!

Anyone out there who had tried and succeeded, kindly provide me
advises how you actually did it. thankiu.

An improvement i see for myself: Now, although i admit i still get stressed
up at times, there's no more physical contact, everything verbally.
I usually tend to broke down easily when i'm really angry. unlike last time,
i used to get so tensed up; shouting, cursing, hitting & et-cetra.

You know what, all this happens due to my past experiences. everyone
do have ugly experiences before, right? people say; fuck the past, kiss
the present. whatever it is, i always believe that the past brings us to
who/what we are today. without the past, we're nobody. just because i
don't wish any single bit of my past to repeat itself, i chose to be protective.
maybe i prevented myself too much. to the extend i get abit selfish to
people around me. i protected myself from getting hurt like
how the rubbish people from my stupid days did to me. haiz !

Sape tak tau i love my baby Berd alot? our r'ship isn't that long yet, we
have not even reach a year. just coming 10months. but along the way,
its how we managed to pull through the many obstacles thats important.
we do alot of things together, even stupid, funny and redundant things
together. we can sit at the park and eat kuaci quietly. bayangkan k. a
couple at a park bench sitting side by side, in between us is a pack of
kuaci. only after we finished our share of kuacis then we'll talk. HAHA.

Those were our happier days. sadly, now i feel we lack of the
communication between us. even if there is, it always lead to arguments.
aku lagik kalau cakap A makne A, kalau B makne B. asyik nak menang
je. he'll be like, "pape la k, ape2 i cakap pun nanti u dengan ur decision."
when we fight especially, sometimes we feel, "ahh fuck it we can't make
it." but Berd is a good adviser and he knows how to win my heart back.
i know he sometimes also feel like giving up lagi2 with my attitude but he
held on. just like me. when i really feel like giving up i will think, "will i
ever regret?" or "we've gone through alot, he met my parents, i
knew almost all his cousins. wasted kan." then i think of our happier
days, and im all smiles.

Ironically after all these fights we'll grow stronger to each other. i got no
idea about now. yes, i'm not on good terms with Berd. both of us been
silent with each other since hours ago. look at the time, i cant sleep.
usually every night we'll talk on the phone then i can sleep. but not tonight.
he's angry or gave up or whatever, i don't even know myself. =( Girls have
a problem, we want a relationship as perfect as possible. but for boys its
merely "ah lantakla", "matair tu matair la" , "yeay aku ade matair" -___- ..
get the drift? that is why we girls always and forever will have doubts
on boys. insecurities is like our besfren. sometimes i do think who am i
exactly to him? just an option? or really someone he's serious with ?
when he start attacking me with questions, when his jokes
he delivered at the wrong time is abit hurtful, i felt "aku ni tergolong
macam kawan-kawan dia ke?"

And girls always loved to be always close to the one she loves, am i right?
every minute is precious. unlike boys, tak jumpe pun takpe. "there's
always next time" for girls, what if the 'next time' won't come?

Whatever it is la, bottomline, kita pompan ni macam complex rabak
gitu eh? mintak kene sampiong je kan. abeh boys macam keliru
lagi mengelirukan. abeh amcm cakap?

Ahhhh, i've typed enough. i need a rest. i'm shagged.... and hungry.
& i miss my Baby Berd.

Baby, I'll always love you, even if you're starting to hate me.

`ACAH`

2009-01-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

● I HATE BERD. Cause he BITE my arms sampai BLUEBLACK youuu. ( pikir kelakar kepe dektuuu !! )
● I am super hyper. i laughed at the slightest things.
● I'm a happy kid today so when Berd bite my arms, what i did was only to smack him hard, rather than slapping him or even shoot him ( I WONT LAH, sape tak sayang oi !!)
● Berd is out with his sedare lepak-ing at CCK.
● And its 11+pm already, he said he wanna gerak at 10 plus. plus plus dier bleh tahan jugak. sama macam aku, heheehehee !! :)
● Its been sometime since i last attended a chalet or pit. i feel like opening my own for my birthday. SPONSORS ??
● Believe it or not, i've not bought Berd's birthday present that falls two months ago. HAHAHAA, i know its not funny but, HAHAAHA ! sorry baby, i love you.
● I feel like saying BYE. i'll be back.
● I'm feeling all so random, cause i'm a happy kid today. :))))))))))
● Take care, don't take drugs. & don't smoke taik. HAHAHAHA !!

Gaya, mutu, keunggulan;
`ACAH`

2009-01-15T23:34:00.001+08:00

HEY HEY YOU YOU !!!

My fingers are becoming lazier day by day to type out an entry. that explains
the lack of updates? is my excuse accepted? HAHA k whatever k labu.

Ohhh jyeahhh, so let me continue from my previous entry. aku suspen2
step kiter ni gi mana nye tempat ajaib je kat Singapore eh? padahal
Geylang Lor 16 je. (ala boring la acah !!) HAHAHAHA.

Sape boring gi terjun k. it was indeed fun lor !! k la supposedly i was expecting
just a normal spending time with my baby berd. then ketakketuk he
asked if i wanna tag along to a workshop at Paya Lebar. aku pun sukeriaa
travel from Boon Lay all the way to Paya Lebar. fuhhh, da macam
KL-S'PORE-S'PORE-AUSTRALIA. bedek ah tapi. HAHAHAHA HEHEHE !

Upon reaching the workshop i was like, "Macam ramai jer? aku pikir jamil AJE?"
Hahh, true enough almost the full squad of baby berd's TP cliques
were there. 3 bikes, one car.

The planning was just to buy fags at Geylang but you know la GUYS, kalau da
ke tempat itu maciaamm, orang kata mesti curious kan. hahaha. so ....
vehicles relax one corner, we walked. mentel kan dorang. from Lor 8-18 i
think? or was it till 16? wak? any idea? this guy especially scare the
hell out of us when he suddenly went missing after we bypast a group of
nyahs. semua kanchiong spyder. LOL. check2 member hide behind a
car, konon testing. chiss, suspen mau lebih eh. tapi takpe, kalau ditinggalkan
he knows what to do confirm chop2. HAHAHA HEHEHE !! :))

Met up with Wawakiss finally !! as in proper meetup, not terserempak2
like that. i was so masai, but from school mahh, tak heran ! haha. we met,
bought drinks then proceed to bawah block and gossip. HAHAHA.
the boys came, slowly one by one went off. left with us three couples..
they discovered something about me when wak made me laugh. oh jyeah,
my laughter. HAHAHA HEHEHE. macam2 label kan korg tampal kat aku,
anak patung (battery operated) la, bace script la, mcm tk ikhlas la, mengilai
la. aisey. now you know my trademark eh eh ! HAHAHAHAHA !!

Had alot of fun. as long as i laugh, everybody start laughing. sometimes
they laugh not because of the joke, but because of the way i laugh. heraaaaannn
ah eh labu. hahaha. Wak, another gathering k? full squad k? HAHA.

FahmiWawa !!

BerdAcah !! HAHAHAA !!

Riang Riaaaa !!! hahahahaa.

Today supposedly joining Fahmi&Wawa at TM. but *EhemEhem, oleh kerana
tercetusnya masalah technical sikit, we scrap-ed the plan. i met my baby
berd at City Hall and kat Marina Sq jugak sang anjing dan kucing bertengkar.
airmata ibu pun jalan terus. macam bodoh but what to do. aku ni kadang2
mintak kene jitak je sikit, naseb aku labuuu baby berd tak mengamok rabak.
phew~ ada je aku kene bantai kat situ, tak popular aku, masuk BH besok.
HAHAHA HEHEHEHE !!!

But we made up, kissed and back on track. i send him to work
happily. alaa marah-marah sayang people say. hahah. sometimes
i really feel like going to a psychiatrist(sp?) and
asked them to diagnose the real problem in me. GRR ! im sick of my own
attitude can you believe it? i hate !! my temper sucks. anger management
course anyone? chiS ! tak cukup counselling. when im angry i'll be
very very ugly. so not my usual self. sometimes when my mind goes
wild i tend to think what if its not only me alone? as in, there's someone
else in me. whenever i'm angry its really not me whose venting it but
'another person in my body' ? fuhhh, seramm pe beb. merepek je aku.
*SEPAK SENDIRI KUAT KUAT !!!* =(

I pity my baby Berd lor. so sad la, i'm always causing problem. what if
one day he really cannot tahan with my attitude? tak mampos aku?
GRR !! starting of the New Year is already not good, just hope its
gonna be better as days/weeks/months past by. and we'll come out
of 2009 even happier. insya'allah. HEHEHE. sukerrrrrrrr !

OK ROGER, IM OFF TO BED.
Tomorrow school 8AM. best eh labu?
jahanam lagi ade ! hmphf !

Wak: *Make a joke*
Acah: HAHAHAHHAHA !!
Wak: Asal eh kau ketawe gitu?
Berd: Kau lom dengar dier nye 'hehehe'..
Acah: HAHAHAHAAHAHA HEHEHEEHHEHE
Wawa&MizA: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
Wak&Berd: ??????????????? @#$%^((&$@@^&(

Wakaakakakakaakakakakakkaakakangg !!!
*clears throat*

`ACAH`

2009-01-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

I'M A HAPPY HAPPY COW ALREADY K.

BUT BUT the problem is i don't have the
time to update. HAHA !!

Anyway i had fun with baby's TP mates
just now. sukerrrrrrrrrrr !! dengan baju
skola aku lagi. sukerrrrrrrrrrrr skaliiiii; NOT.

We went to explore in some hot spot in
S'pore. Kat mane acah ?? kat mane ??!!!

Till next entry, same channel, different time.
Mesti mau suspen sikit kan labu, baru syiokkk.

:)

`ACAH`

2009-01-08T02:20:00.004+08:00

Pardon me, KEPALATOT, can you be more specific to what you
claimed you saw? & i assumed you're judging through my unhappy
posts that led to a conclusion about me and Berd's broke up?
one word for you. PATHETIC. We NEVER broke up before despite
all the shitty shitty shits. CLEAR enough for you? Kalau nak main tembak-
tembak pun mesti kene aim tak betul? gather enough evidence then
shoot me, k? try harder beb. && your name, take care eh, maknye kasi
nama tolong pakai. macam parah gitukan nama kau kepalatot. HAHA !!
anyway Berd left you a note at my tagboard. BACE, MENILAI DAN
MASUK DALAM KEPALA OTAK (bukan kepalatot k) .. thanks for
the tag, don't need for the sorry. in the first place i don't even need
your tag. thankiuk, get lost. :)

__________________________________________

First and foremost, SORRY for the so mundane entries past
few days. its really been hard. its been so sad and
boring and lonely and whatnots. & as if its the end of the
world on countdown itself cause everything came
crashing down on me.

I admit its my fault, i started the game out of revenge. i
can be sick in the brain at times. IMH waiting list. HAHA.
but still its pure misunderstanding i can say. i won't
elaborate, cause its stupid and ridiculous and i don't wish
to remind myself of that day. its just not a pleasant New
Year to start with. first thing, me & Berd wasn't celebrating
the countdown together, surprisingly. i was with my own
cohord of friends while he's with his. sad aye? our first
New Year but yet without each other. haiyaya ! secondly,
on the very first day of the year was one of the days i
wouldn't want to recall. hell broke loose. senang cakap,
parahhhhhhh ar. lucky thing i didnt promise myself
any resolutions. takde gunanye. haha.

But but, despite all the shits we faced, despite the bawah
block table almost terbalik pasal Berd mengamok, despite
all the stupid vulgarities hurled, despite the tears, despite
the hatred we have for each other for 2minute ....

WE MADE UP, KISSED AND WE'RE BACK ON TRACK. =)

Alhamdulillah. recalling the shits i did, its abit unbelievable
he could forgive me though it took him days to recover.
if this thing happens to any other guys, confirm chopchop they'll
skin me alive. lucky thing my baby is different. i sukerrrr !!
and yeahh, trust is vital. i did something which made him
lose that vital thing in a r'ship. but he promised he would
try to gain that back, provided i cooperate, which i would
hopefully.

Am really glad things are fine now. i owe him alot, he understands
me well. aww, how can i not love him. HEHE* sayaaannnggg
babyyyyy i !! :)

`ACAH`

2009-01-04T04:36:00.002+08:00

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find...

-------------------------------------------------

It's been hell for past few days. seriously. my
Countdown was HELL, HECTIC, CHAOTIC. &&
my first day of 2009 was very, very sad. full of tears
and no joy at all. but well..

PATIENCE IS VIRTUE.

I'll be back. longer, happier updates on your way.
Stay tuned; different time, same channel.
Chalo beteh !!

`ACAH`

2008-12-24T01:32:00.002+08:00

I AM SICK OF CHRISTMAS CROWD !!!!!!!!!!

I really really feel like putting a dinosaur at the entrance. OR a dodo
bird. so that everybody will just run away !! and don't ask me where i'll get
them, cause they're already extinct ! bleargh. its driving me nuts, satu-
satu perangai macam anj (anjing) !! pfft. hur. bleargh. bloargh. bluargh.

Just ensure time fly quickly please, and let Christmas be done and over with !!!
why must people do last minute shopping? kepala pisang kay !! && they can
still join the goddamn queue even when they KNOW/SEE/SENSE/FEEL
that the queue is stupidly long !! it snaked all the way deep into the store;
luckily it didn't go all the way down the travellator that leads them to B2.
imagine that, people queueing on the travellator when it is busy moving
down. HAHAHA, confirm masuk STORM kat Newpaper. BUSY PEOPLE.

K whatever, and stupid customers please go and kill yourself. i received a
MIDDLE-FINGER by this ahbeng. just because he had MUCH more than
10 items with him and he's bloody queueing up at the express counter;
where i am. it was so(100x) crowded, so(100x) chaotic i tell you. and
yours truly was so(100x) irritated. i told him off NICELY, "sorry sir this
is an express lane, less than 10 items.." he showed me his 'sat-sat' look
then turned around and step nak garuk rambut padahal he's
showing me his middle finger. kepala pisang; i was damn furious. tanduk
pun naik ah abeh, pikir kelakar pe. i told him, "you can only show me
your middle finger? THATS THE FURTHEST YOU CAN DO?!!" he turned.
smiled sumbingly, sarcastically and give me another middle finger.
"Stupid ahbeng." i said. then his stupid GF pulled him away.

HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHA.

Perangai maknye teruss. aku nak aje fana2 siket kan, keluar counter
kasi dia satu sepakan nabi baru tau. kecik-kecik taknak mampos, da
besar menyusahkan orang. tu middle finger banyak korek2 agaknye,
tu sebab macam tak bersalah. pisang betul. taktau bace punya orang !!!

Past few days, people are really testing my patience. baik customer,
baik member, baik sape2 la kan yang sewaktu dengannya. i just need
one person, to really trip on my already shaky wire, and thats it. GRR.
i'm not your test machine, and it is not funny at all.

In less than 12hours time, i shall be back to work, bloody hell
its the eve of Christmas, parah ar ni macam. confirm2 rabak to the
max. i can't believe i'm afraid to go work later. blearghh.

& this Berd just have to MIA, adding to whatever bloody fucking
shits i'm facing. since 6PM till NOW, which is 1:34AM, he is not
home from school !! oh wow that is so strange isn't it ?? it took
him 7+++++ hours to reach home from Tampines to Jurong !! & its
gonna be longer cause it will stretch up till tomoro morning im
sure. and he off-ed his phone for whatever bloody reasons ! k
fineeee then, you wanna play this game, by all means, I SHALL
JOIN. if you think it's funny, HELL NO, think again. remember,
whatever you do, i am CAPABLE to do more than that !! watever
ass, I HAD ENOUGH !

I better go sleep, PMS is around the corner i guess.
K BYE !!

`ACAH`

2008-12-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

Power maximum right the song?

FUHHHH labuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!

Steaaam kacang terussss. hahaha ! ala i need some very hyped up
song la, if not later i pedih2, susah wohh. HAHA. today i good girl,
i go home straight after work. too shagged, my face like shaggy alrdy.
haa, takde kene mengene. work been so hectic, ramai rabak shiol
orang, i feel like ......

Putting a dinosaur or tyrannosaurus ( i admit i google-ed the
spelling of this animal ) at C4's main entrance. maybe plant some
leafy trees high enough for the dinosaur so that it won't get
bored sitting there looking at Breadtalk or Toastbox or Subway.

HAHAHAHHA !!

K bye i ngantuk.
Be Right Back; same channel, different time.

`ACAH`

2008-12-16T18:35:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY YOU YOU !!

SO VERY bored can? its 17:50 and im still stuck at home? soo
certainly not me. the rest are out to bugis. together with the
aunts and kids. why didnt i follow? cause when i'm broke, i hate
going to malls or such places. i can't refrain myself from not buying
anything. ni baru mata merah. haha !

Bestie went jogging wif paat. Berd was forever sleeping.
everyone else busy working. & i am lost in my own world, bored.
bleargh !! i hate being bored. i wish i gave my schedule for today,
so i can work. but no, i didn't, cause i thought i have to attend school
to do my robot. last minute sucks. "TODAY PROJECT LAB CLOSE"

FUCK IT !!

At least if i'm in school it wouldn't be so bad. I wished i'm at work
now. damn. have i told you i'll feel happier when i'm at work? ah yes.
i really do. thats why i've been so jiwe with carrefour for two years.
jiwe rabak eh. retak terus. haha. amcm bikin tatoo pe logo carrefour?
HAHAHA !! although some customers are asses, they
didn't change abit of my happy mood while working. okla, maybe
slightly, but after awhile im back to my ownself. HAHA.

Yesterday's MJ12 was scary eh? wapianng. especially Ayu's story
about her friend's nenek who slept half body outside the room and
the bottom half in the room. black curtain act as a door. this ayu
got really suspicious as to why the nenek slept like that every night.
so one fine day she selak the curtain and guess guess what she saw ????

TWO SMALL BOYS[toyol] BUSY SUCKING THE GRANDMA'S TOES !!

Kepala hotakkkkkkkkkk !! kau tak seram kalau nmpk gitu? i really
can imagine. its already wierd if someone sleep at the door, ni lagi
half-half tu macam. heraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan ar. sheesh. scary beb !!

Furthermore i'm alone at home now. i blast off songs from the computer
but to no avail. lagu jiwang ke RnB ke trance ke tektonic ke dangdut ke,
semue tak jalan !! this story keeps running, playing in my mind. shit shit !
its getting darker, i better siap and get out of the house now. hahaha,
penakut rabak eh aku. LOL. i'm miss independent today, sape nak jumpe
picet. kalau tanak tak pasal, aku ble hidup sendiri. HAHAAHAHA !!!

Song currently blasting on my playlist: Sejujur manakah kata-kata

Kasi satu-satu dengar pun baik eh bestie? read the lyrics closely. haha,
bosan la, bosan !! miss independent jugak gerek.. hahaha, k bye folks !!

`ACAH`

2008-12-11T17:33:00.003+08:00

Work sucks !
Life sucks !
Love sucks !
Guys sucks !

I SUCK !

Lets go sucking lah. kepala pisang kay, im fed up with
everything around meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!

Lets go IMH together and find happiness there.
HAHAHA.

NOT funny, dumb !!

Gimme a mathematical set, i can kill people with that.
i don't need guns and weapons, i don't wanna involve
myself with the laws. GRR. k i was just joking.

NO LIFE.

I've shut myself off from friendster, can i do the same
to blogging? can? can? CAN??

My current sugar, honey, lover is my bestie. we meet
everyday. we cry together. eat together. play games
together. i love her. she loves me.

Lets get married.
HAHAHA wtf !!

K whatever. got to meet her. YEAY.

Nury2, kenape nury berubah??
"Kini kau berubah, kau tak seperti dulu;
mengapa sayanggggggg mengapa,
kau jadi begini................."

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-12-08T02:50:00.001+08:00

Im facing the shitty side of life currently, it sucks to the core k.
i loveeeeeee work. cause only at work i'll feel happier, even if
it means only a little bit happier.

People just can't see me happy. conferm2 mesti mau kasi taik nye.
if i smile, they thought im sarcastic. if i frown, they thought im
being arrogant. GI MATIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII SUDAH K KORANG.
jangan sampai aku yang matikan korg nanti. parah tuu, masalah
besar.

Aku bosan, bosan.

For me, currently life is hell. problems come all at once, tak ke mampos
aku ni macam? in this kinda situation, i just need noone but
myself. i need to really pull myself UP and OUT of this mess. its
a big big shitty mess. benciiiiiiiiiiiii !!

I can't forget Saturday. hell. i'm alrdy soooo stressed up, things just
have to get worst. mak aiiiiiiii, masalah masalah. i pity my
bestie, she's been so tensed up. just remember whatever i told you
k? whatever decisions you make, you'll have my support.
its a turning point in your life, decide wisely. you're just a call
away from me, anyway we always meet. don't keep things to
yourself. im always here to listen. =)

Selalu ku mengharapkan
Kau akan segera pulang
Kau balik seperti dulu
Menghapuskan rindu
Yang sering menghantuiku

.....

Aku inginkan cinta
Kita seperti dulu
Kerna cintaku tak mudah rasa jemu
Biar hati bimbang
Aku terus menunggu
Dan aku tahu kau tak pernah jauh
Kau di hatiku

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-12-03T00:06:00.004+08:00

HEYY YA MAMAAAAAAAAAAA !!

Boring la labuuuuuuuuuu ! please bear with me throughout

this entry, cause i talk crap when im bored. yeehaaaaa~

I'm having bad bad body cramps just like the old folks. hahaha,

baby always say i 'warga emas' cause i tend to forget more easily

nowadays. and i gagap-ed alot. HAHAHA, ape cacat pe aku ni skrg.

Now who says NAPFA test is cool? meh sini kakak kasi siku prancis sikit.

It is soooooooooo uncool when you're having menses cramps,
you're late and forked out $13 for cab fare just so that you won't
be running on the stupid track alone. & the utmost disappointment,
FREAKING FUCKINGLY HOT WEATHER !!! i don't like the

sun, yes, i'm a hardcore putri lilin. but but, atleast aku tak macam

punk oac sey, kene panas sikit je nak cair. ape kau pikir kau butter

ble cair? HAHAHAHA. ohwell, you can ask those who're close to me,

especially my baby, about the rival between me and the hot weather.

i'll get irritated, disturbed, annoyed, angered, irked and et-cetera.

hahaha, abit of exaggerating la but understand2 la. you all ni pun. HAHA !!

Oh back to my NAPFA. passed everything except for the bloody sit

and reach. i got short hands? short legs? or is it perut aku ni kene

stop it? HAHAHA, ntah eh labu. keliru la aku. i don't really care la, i

just want everything to end fasttttttt. for a guy its important la

because of their NS all. but for girls, like people say, sembarang jerr

labuuuuuuu.

Since i finished earlier than usual, i decided to be a good queen. i went

over to Tampines all the way from Dover. he told me to go TP, skali

makcik lupa makcik pakai baju ITE. macam tak swee kan org kata.

HAHAHA. so makcik wait punya wait kat tamp MRT macam maknye.

penat wohhh, kaki makcik semut2 dibuatnye. after waiting for

7 years and 50 days, barulah muncul batang hidung bapaknye. while

deciding where to go, tetiba, terdengar suara halus dibelakang Nury

Humaidy a.k.a Berd,

"Heyy, tadi dari jauh mcm kenal je, skali tengok2 acah pun ader la."

Dengan spontan, kami memusingkan kepala mengikut datangnya

suara tadi. *jeng jeng jeng*

"Eh dierrrrrr laaa." kata Berd.

"Wawa kan?" tanya Acah.

Ya betullllllll !! peh susah nak set date untuk jumpe, last2 terserempak

jugak di hometownnya. hahahaaa !! but at that point of time i was

really moody, i waited for Berd sampai berbulu aku dibuatnye. i'm

already so shagged, the place was so chaotic, ramai orang gitu.

paisey ye cik wawakiss kiter for my unfriendly face for a first meetup.

i am not like that, trust me. hahaha. birthday dia coming soon seyy !!

hehehee ! we shall have a proper outing soon. :))

Its abrupt. got to go. my misteri jam 12 is alrdy calling !! *tet tot tet tot*

CHALO BETEH.

Take care, don't take drug. drug free ! jyeahhhhhh ! [TAK PERLU]

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-11-21T00:19:00.000+08:00

ALAHAI LABUUUUU !!

Kenape eh ungkit balik kenangan silam aku? hahaha. & yes my
dearest a boy and a girl, elfiean has alrdy reply it for me. ahaa,
but what he reply didnt link to your question i guess? HAHA
apejerrr yan. sembarang. haha. let me answer your questions
directly okay. once and for all, please don't ask anymore. its alrdy
overrrrrrrrrrrr. thankiuk very nice. :)

Okay fine, between us, i'm the one who asked for a breakup after
3years of r'ship. we broke up about a year plus already. reason being;
i shall disclose. just take it as personal reasons okay? its a tough
decision, but yeaa, we moved on separately but after 4mths or so,
we are back; as friends. & up till now, we're still alive and kickin
and rockin and are good to each other. no grudges, no hatred.
merely friends. good buddy i mean. he knows my BF, i know
whichever girl he's contacting. so yea, no problems. =DD

Now, have i answered your questions my dearest? korg nye namer
pun baik eh, macam janji je. haha. anyways thanks for dropping by,
appreciated. chalooo !!

Sorry lovelies, shall be back soon. am tooo shagged and sleepy. i just
need my bed and bantal busuk and blanket. here are overdued pictures
of Carrefour's Dinner and Dance and hari raya outing. enjoyyyyyyyyyyy~

i was camouflaged and paling gerek skali, the shortest. hmphf !!

MUKE AKU PRICELESS !! nyeahahahaha !!

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-11-16T16:29:00.003+08:00

Nowadays i've been very moody. i don't even know the reason
to this. i feel i needed to be alone, just by myself in any dark
places. stupid ain't it. i've been taking lonnnnnnnggg bus rides alone,
and i'm loving every second of it. i've always loved to
sit in the bus remember?

Maybe Berd is just so busy with poly life, i didnt know it will be
this bad. perhaps i was just too lonely. i was too dependant on him
all this while. i knew him after he graduated from my school, that
means he's always free. for 6 months i was 'sticked' to him at all
times, so now when he started getting too busy i got a lil upset.
but i am not the only one feeling so down. my dear WAWAKISS
is also feeling the same too. cause why? our BFs happen to be
classmates. dangg !! next week ok wawa? we'll have a date. shall
calm each other down. aisey. macam ade orang mati la pulak.
HAHAAHAHHA !! k seriously, i just miss him too much la beb..

&& macam tau je aku moody, this friendster just have to add on
to my misery. bapak dier pnye minyak kapak la (that was random, i
suddenly think of minyak kapak) !! im left with 30 pathetic friends
out of 500++. puake betul la bende ni. yesterday i logged in, it
was under maintenance. then today, this happens. ape,
maintenance tu tukang delete orang2 peh kawan pe? pikir kelakar?
geli pe hati dier? cheesecake nye labu ar !!

BUT !!

On a happier note, i got to go. HAHA. gotta get ready for tonight's
dinner, at Takashimaya's Desa Kartika. the pumpkin brother gonna
treat the whole family, bayekkk per ! i've forced him to bring along
his ever-so-lovely DSLR, so stay tuned for pictures of ME, for sure.
HAHAHAH !!

On a random note, I MISS WORK. padahal semalam keje. HAHAHA.
k whatever, and i miss bestie too.

Only when you're lonely and alone, then you'll tend to miss friends
and those who're once close to you. am i right?

Kemanapun ada bayanganmu
dimanapun ada bayanganmu
di semua waktuku ada bayangmu
kekasihku

Kumenangis
menangisku karena rindu
Kubersedih
Sedihku karena rindu
Kuberduka
dukaku karena rindu
Kumerana
meranaku karena rindu

Mau tidur teringat padamu
mau makan teringat padamu
mau apapun teringat padamu,
kekasihku.

Kemanapun ada bayanganmu
dimanapun ada bayanganmu
di semua waktuku ada bayangmu,
kekasihku.

Lagu ni jugak bayekk. HAHAH !! K BYE !

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-11-12T23:56:00.005+08:00

IM BUSY AT THE MOMENT.

I WILL BE BACK SOON OKAYY?

STAY TUNED; SAME CHANNEL, DIFFERENT TIME.

GUEST: I am still working at carrefour. i work on weekends only.
yes, under cashiering. you will never run from hardships my dear.
any job you take up u will face difficulty. for now i think they're
taking in newcomers. just go to either one of the stores and ask any
cashiers if they have vacancy. or you can go straight to Suntec Tower
four level four and ask them. :)

Got to go.
my Misteri Jam 12 is calling.
HAHA !!

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-11-06T02:41:00.001+08:00

I DON'T UNDERSTAND !!

__ "... wow ! dengar-dengar kaw ader matair baruh, kire macyam
fierce gytuk ? haha !"
__ ".... aku dengar-dengar kaw dengan ***** masey contact? aper
cerite sial? kaw tauk ***** der mateyer pe ??"
__ "... ku bukan nk cakap besaw pat synik, tapy kaw taq der cara sial !
perangai taq perlu siol !"
__ "kaw ingat sikyt eh ACAH, aderh pegy aderh baliq !! kayyysss ?? "

EH APER KAU BOBAL SETAN ????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

E-mail PALING IRRITATING nak mampos, paling bosan, paling turn off !
O-jyeahh people, some extract from the email by the ex's stupid
ex. ader je orang mata merah tengok aku hidup senang sikit. the
content is not the main point here, its the stupid usage of language that
is concerning me. cause i can hardly read !! MF je banyak, same
macam jerawat dia, haha ! gi skola dulu lah k ??

Asik madang dengar-dengar jer, bila nak tengok pulak? haha ! tell
me who's been spreading stupid rumors that i still contact
with whoever? my god. almost each and every one of my entries
have something about my baby = my BF. now which
part of my sentence you still don't understand hunny? oh i
almost forget you're a drop out. oooohhhhhh, do you even understand
what i'm typing ? haha !

Aku takda cara? confirm tak confirm ni? your very first email already
shows your immaturity. if you think by sending people an email
with the subject as "EH SIAL !!!" is sooooooo heart-warming, let me
repeat, gi skola dulu k? look at how i reply your email before you
stepped on my wire and think i'm some dumbass lil kiddo just like
you. kalau mak kau tau perangai kau ni mcm peh busuk, conferm
sedih pedih la dia. ader pergi ader balik? just go and never come
back boleh? malas la aku. budak kecik, ain't my rival. not my cup
of tea. take care k budak. :))

Let me suggest, ni kakak nak kasi nasihat. bace betul2 okay? takmau
dengar-dengar lagi tau. ni bukan lagu untuk kau dengar. you jolly well
go and ask your beloved BF for my number, any grudges you
still have, i'm just a call away. kalau kau call aku confirm turun nye.
tengah kerje pun aku amek urgent leave ah k. tengah berak pun aku
pakai boxer je terus gi jumpe kau k. tengah dalam bus kat highway
pun aku suro apek turunkan aku ah, abe aku naik taxi k.

Nak settle unhappiness takmau pakai e-mail2 ok? lembab. ada paham?
ok roger, your emails will be deleted and ignored. weeheeeeeeeeeee !!

_____________________________________________

I miss baby so much, boleh? he's starting to get so busy with his
assignments, one after another. he's got lesser time to entertain me,
but its okay. i've found websites for me to surf and do online
shoppings at the same time. haha ! ni kalau baby tau, tak ke mati
aku kene sekel. hahaha. pity my baby you know, so stressed up.

I already have something in mind for baby's birthday, you know. just
hope it worked out la. hahaha !! i'm like sooooo goddamn excited
for that day. i dunno why. his birthday, i'm excited. haha. best kan
best kan perah2 otak for things like this. then what the hell am i
doing in an engineering's course? i should have taken up events
management instead, NOT. haha, business, NO-NO.

Ahh, i feel so random.
* i tend to miss my baby more nowadays.
* even if i just met him an hour ago.
* PMS striked. baby got a piece of my shit yesterday. i hate it. sorry darling.
* i'm trying my best to adapt to the changes revolving in my life.
* i miss my bestie, its been years since we go out just the two of us.
* happy 7th monthsary, my dearest Md Nury Humaidy. may we last. =)

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-10-31T01:48:00.000+08:00

I......................................AM...........................................BORED !!!

I don't know how to feel already. i don't know what exactly i'm
feeling right now. i am just ............................... BORED, you know?
baby's busy with his assignments. no no no, i ain't complaining.
if it concerns his schoolwork, by all means. but me? i guess i need to
find a hobby, which i can do while he's busy. oh, wait. i've got
my sudoku puzzle book which i bought a year ago? maybe that can
make me happy? i'll try after this. HAH !!

Eh, mendak pe labu? chis !!

BTW people, babyboi's birthday is coming coming coming. very very
soon. i have something in mind, but he told me he'll be opening up a
pit or chalet with the MOS guys. ahh damnn. amacam cakap?
hip, cool, happening pe that day? dangerousssssssssss beb. hahahaha.
&& i don't know what to get for him. buntu wohhh otak. ni ah acah,
semuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa last minute. abe abe kanchiong spider. eh, but
at least i don't push people in MRT during peak periods, you know?
or, 'accidentally' stepped on my NEW SHOE w/o apologising. kalau
aku plak nak pijak kepala kau w/o apologising, boleh?? perangai
maknye betul !!

Redundant? i know. HAHAHA. mendak, mendak labuuuu. labi mane
labi? hahahaahaa.

I miss my baby, can? like a wholeeeeeeeeee lot, can? padahal tadi
baru jumpe. but kiter sleep !! so tak kire ok. i miss him close to me, i
miss him being so mentel. infact everyday la he like that. hahahaha.

School starts at 8am tomorrow. and so what the hell am i doing here
at this hour? i had my medicine but i cant sleeeeeep. lullaby anyone?

GRRR !!

Yang mendak extremely maximumly;
`ACAH`

2008-10-29T02:32:00.001+08:00

My babylove's busy doing his homeworks,*ehemm* poly maaaa.
lotsa assignments yet to be done. ape tak, gi skola main psp. nak
aje kan aku pijak. GRR !!

I have yet to compile all the D&D pictures. oh,
in fact, i have not even received them. except for the three pathetic
ones in my friendster. HAHA. sedih labuuu. aku ader gian nak tgk
gambar2kuuu. my paisey to the maximum face when my stupid pumps
almost came out while i was catwalking down the stage towards
the VIP table. SIAL !! paisey giler, boleh? conferm muke
priceless siak. hahahahaha !!

AHHHH, forget it. sungguh tak perlu dikenang. LOL. on a happier note, my
last two weekends [belum basi okayyy?] were happy raya outings with two
bunch of fun people. saturday was with 31 gilerbabi monkeys [OAC-ians la]
plus one wanita (dats me!!). so that sums up to what kids? 32??
so clever alrdy !! That sunday was with Carrefourians. we rented a small
mini van only, unlike a big bus for OAC. as usual, i have yet to receive
photos from my colleagues, thus i shall update only for OAC raya. for
now that is. :))

Oh well, to start off, every single house we went, there wont be enough
place to sit. so we, ended up at the corridors or belen2 kat pintu. despite
the many many people, we still got 9bucks [i think] each at the end of the
day. 4bucks at one of the houses and another 5bucks was from Mr zain !!
he was forced laa.. cause i told him to ! wahahaha. abeh, he was
contemplating so hard during one of the days in school. i told him to give
us 5bucks la. & he did, was shocked la. jinak jugak cikgu aku. HAHA !!
ahh, we went to 10 houses? or more/less? haaa, forget liao. it was fun laa
throughout the day. i got hyper only at night, as usual. hahahaa. so it
was me, khir & latiff who serikan the last house we visited. cause the
rest were so quiet, macam ade org mati, padahal hari raya beb. hahaha.
we make stupid stupid jokes and laughed out loud.

I have to share this. there was this house we visited, its not only a house.
its a House Of M&Ms. tu takpe, okay let me rephrase. House of Young M&Ms.
semuaaaaa no cara pnye orang. let me ask, if
people come to your house in the evening, and you KNOW they're
really full, would you still force them to eat? & i shall repeat, force !!
we told them we're full. & kiter ada cara, bbual polite. guess
what the mum said? with her taik face and picking up the plate
of mee, "Tanak makan korang, buang2 rezeki, ape nak jadi." she should
take a look at her wholeee house siak, its full of unsightly creatures. dengan
nenek2 yang kat sana, take care ah aku cakap. semua masih rotan lagi.
take care, take care. very disasterous. lucky thing we don't know
them, its one of our friend's something. i forget la, i don't wish to know.

Enjoyyyyy okayy people !! :)

Till then, i shall have my little piece of sleep. gotta wake up at
6:30am later for school !! bayekkkk kepe. i don't wanna
skip school like just now. i'll feel bad, cause i gotta push myself for this
final semester. baby's been a great help, just because he got to wake
up early too for his school. bluek !! i sayang sayang him lots, and
bye bye to all. i shall be back soon.

STAY TUNED, DIFFERENT TIME, SAME CHANNEL.
Chalobeteh !!! =DD

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-10-16T23:53:00.004+08:00

WOOOOOOOOO !!

.. Carrefour's D&D 2008 (Meritus Mandarin) ..
The shows are just plain boringg !!! magics? its Dinner&Dance and you did
magic tricks? danggg ! stupid dog. mendak you knoww. the bestest part;
when we indulged ourselves with perfect, delicious food. wowwww.
the meatball with cheese&sauce is really yummylicious. ahhhh
steaaamm. hahahaha !!

OH, not to forget. i won 2nd under the ladies category for the best dress. & i
was labelled the playboy magazine model by the emcee. tak sial tu?
HAHA !! but he was nice and funny. abit bastard, though. LOL. i especially
loveeeeeee when everything ended and the dancefloor is open. as you know,
i've put a stop to clubbing. yesterday, on the dancefloor,
kire macam kenangan terindah la kan. i really had fun wif the rest, dancing
like hell. stage semua kita conquer. abeh kene marah. HAHAHA !! funny
thing is, suntec staffs were in a circle while dancing & plaza singapura's in
another. kecohhhh perr. takble together beb, nanti store riot. LOL !!

*EHEMM*.

I'll update fully with pictures of Carrefour's D&D when im done compiling
all of them. alot alot of pictures in different different cameras.
amcm gerek? HAHA !!

HEY HEY im not done !!
For now, its about Raya with baby, his sedare(amy) & another friend. yes,
just four gondols raya-ing. tapi gerek beb !! naik lorry bangla beb !
ape tak gerek. HAHAHA !! for first few houses i sat infront wif amy. teman-ed
him while he drive, NOT. actual fact is, panas wohhh kat belakang. hotstuff
siak aku nanti. cannot make it. aku putri lilin hardcore okay !! hahahaa.
but when night arrives, i joined baby behind, so windy, so
romantic. if only there's such thing as windy dinner, since they can make it
candlelight. HAHAHAHA.

Ooooh read this people !!

On our way back home, me&baby sardine-ly baring2 kat belakang
lorry; macam tak bersalah. when amy turned left, me&baby slide together to
the left, same goes to the right. hahaha funny you knowww. while on the
expressway, under the almost-full moon, my darling baby suddenly hugged
me tightly and kissed my forehead and said, "baby, i sayang you tau."
ahhhhhh for an instance i felt on cloud nine.. =DD
its not the words babe, the words are common in everyone's dictionary. its the
way he expressed those words that is important to me. adding to that, the
environment really suits whatever he have to say. windy and very dim, with
cars speeding on our left and right. best kan best kan. its one of the best days
with him la. i likeeeeeeee. *LOVE LOVE*

LAST BUT NOT LEAST;

On the lorry, masai masai !!

Baby is having his orientation camp, im so freaking bored at home. been
watching funny movies to entertain myself. furthermore i missed him
real bad, a day of not meeting him equals to 10days. what if he goes for NS
after his poly? tak ke kering aku nanti? damnn, im toooooooooooo pampered
by him. HEEEEEEEEEEEEE*

wawakiss, its unfair your Boifey didnt overnight ! if he did, its the right time
for our boifeys to kenal-kenal with each other. hahahahaha !! dorang yang
samer class, kita yang sibuk2 excited giler eh babe? HAHA ! girls, girls. :))

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-10-15T03:16:00.000+08:00

I very well know my babyboi is very reluctant to let me go
to Carrefour's Dinner & Dance tomorrow night. right baby?? HEHE !! cause
everytime i talked about this topic, his mood lari. hahaha. i understand
very well, furthermore he's working under the same company too, only in
different store. so confermsperm he heard alot of stories about fights
every single year during D&D. all thanks to drunk indians. its my 2nd D&D wif
Carrefour, last year's also banyak orang mabok sebok. *ehemmmm* HAHAH !!
i'll be fetching baby after that, so i MUST behave. last year havoc sikit takpe,
kinda single mahh. now i got my love alrdy, so cannot ok acah? hahahaa.

OH WELL .

I better get going, baby start nagging alrdy laa. mak nenek da bunyi sirennye.
HAHAAHAHA. he's complaining i talk all the negatives about him in my blog. HAHA
best kan kan babyyy ?? :p

Just now i got very very disappointed with him, i left him alone at Lot1
and walked off to go home, all by myself. but my darling wasn't egoistic,
instead he followed me & caught me up along the way. macam cerita hindustan
tak?? romantic kan baby i? HAHAHA. (ok baby this paragraph is for you. is this
positive enough for you? nak orang puji je. mentel. hahahha !!)

ok BYE !! have fun, i'll be back.

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-10-10T03:47:00.002+08:00

HI FOLKS !!

A new, temporary layout. cause i'm sooooooooooooooooo sleepy lah.
cant bear to continue editting. i'm half-asleep while typing this. boohoo.

It must be the many many kuaci i ate just now, together wif my babyboi.
yesss folks, we got nowhere to go plus may-yo sen alrdy, we resorted
to a packet of kuaci divide by two. STILL ALOT OKAY. we proceed to
the park, chilled. talked about lotsa things mainly about animals. hahaaha !!
kuaci makes you high, you know. haha. everytime after a handful of
kuacis, i'll feel so happy and hyped up, and extra crappy. but today im
sleepy, cause my baby is out lepak-ing with his friends. im okay if he's out
late at night with his bunch of friends whom i know, i don't really mind
actually. but what concerned me most is his cigarette !! jalan terus jeeeeR
nanti. geram kan, geram kan. pfft. u jolly-well keep to your promise, yes
baby? if not, i pijak you, as easy as that. HAHA !!

Ah shitt, i cannot tahan alrdy. && just when im feeling so sleepy right
now, the cats downstairs just have to make so much noisy while intercourse.
shitass. nak main masuk longkang please. its been sometime you know, & its
getting on my nerves. like baby said, "bawah block you tempat kucing2 gian."
kepala hotak you okay baby !! hmphff.

I LOVE THIS BURIK(nyahahahhhaha) !!
he makes me fall in love with him over and over again.
ahaiiii. :))

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-10-04T02:41:00.002+08:00

Please slap me real hard.
I'm really very moody.

I feel like shouting my lungs out at
the carpark, & maybe just jump down.
(I will jump from the 2nd storey only, no worries)

IT IS NOT FUNNY !!!!

i feel so useless. my "self-meter" is dropping
to a minus. HAIZZZZZZZ !!

MD NURY HUMAIDY,
i hate how much i love you !!!
cause i can go crazy every single time we have a tiff.
you may say im ridiculous. i will say,
WHATEVERRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck lah. hmphff.
can i cry?
='(

SAD MODE;
`ACAH LA BODOH, sape lagi !!`

2008-10-03T02:18:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all !!!!!!!

Maap zahir dan batin. Forgive me for my
wrongdoings all this while. manela tau aku
terkasar bahase ke, termaki ke, terpijak ke,
tertembak ke, tertumbuk ke, tersepak ke,
terok ke, terung ke, terik ke, teros ke, ter....
dan ter-ter yang sewaktu dengannya.

Im a human too just like you people(OBVIOUSLY),
hahaha, so i wont get away with neither small nor
big giant mistakes. betul tak kawan kawan !! aku
ni kuno part nak wish2 ni semue. selalu terlambat
sehari la dua hari la. chis, tk guna !! but still, i do
update right right. betul kan kawan kawan !!
ok roger.

*EHEMM*

My 1st day was as usual. oh yes, SOMEONE MADE
ME CRY ON THE EVE OF RAYA !! bastard him !!
tak lain, tak bukan, my babyyyyy himself. he very
rude you know. gerammm je kan aku. im in a
very nice, good mood but he have to spoil it all !!
damn. but end of the day he gave me this lonnngg
sweet sorry message. being the very
nice gf, i forgave him lah. pakkal hari raya, kalau
tak, aku pijak je ! hahahaha.

So yeahh, my family & i managed to visit
7 houses in total? thats consider not much
you know. we used to visit 11-12 houses in one
day, but now alot of my yayis or nyayis no more
mah.. green packets pun buayy tahann. i still got
200+. hahah. but now tgl brape aje bedah. hahh !!
basically thats all. & we took so little photos cause
the photographer(my brother) is asleep all the
timee. no one to take photo for me. & im not used
to DSLR cameras. takot nohh, member beli ribu2,
aku kalau pegang confermsperm jahanam. LOL.

BLUE BLUE SEA. hahahaha

Yours truly; lawa kan lighting !! ppl say, got face got value la

Today; 2nd day of raya !!
me&baby go amber alrdy ! bayekk
wohhhh. hahahaha, bestie, kau diam !!
*ehemm*. we're in town. people
wear baju kurung whole set with samping
and songkok, whereas we're in
tshirt&shorts. hahahaha. pecah, pecah.
but its a school day mahh, my family
stays put at home. so i go out. HEHE.

SEE, SEE, my baby's hair black alrdy.
poly student mah, ah benci aku dengar.
member kerek. pijak baru tau. hmphff.
&& my mama also don't like him wif
karat hair(SENGAJE BOLDkan), hahahaa,
so i blanja-ed him to the
salon(high-class siket) & got his hair
dyed and trimmed. mine too !! but no
dye. natural. hahahaha. MF !!

Okay folks, till next time. i gotta entertain
my baby. aku kan badut entertain2 orang.
HAHAHAAHAHAAHHA !!

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-09-26T01:21:00.001+08:00

Ape dier TODOSHI??
Lagu ni gerek?? conferm eh??
Semangat raya jugak eh kau.

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA !!

Yelah ika, nak lagu tu pandai2 crk
aku okeh. :)

Bastard la kan aku kadang2. HAHA.
alah, i don't feel the suasana raya la
this year, thus this song. so each time
i enter my blog this song plays. kire
macam a bolt of lightning rushes through
my adrenaline la gituu. padahal aku tak
paham ape makne tu sentence.
BODOH !! (baby's accent) bastard kan
he says i bodoh cause i cant read the
letter I. bluek !! bodoh balik okehh ..
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! :))

Anywae this song reminds me of my
precious little dogs. hahaha nolah, my precious
baby. even months before raya, he alrdy
sing this song over and over again. zaman
aku lepak rumahnye di ghim moh. for now,
people change, weather change, house
also change la orang kata. heh.

Hows your raya preparations? for me, *ehem*
i'd rather you don't ask la. i've been working
non stop hits. baju raya also reused past few
years punyaa. bukan sampah mah, can reuse,
correct ?? ermm. house un-ready, my room; ahaii,
better not say.

Past few days im very happy with my baby.
don't know why. everything turns out great.
sayang baby !! except for a day of explosion from
me (moodswing). all the stupid redundant
words came out from my mouth. biasa jugak,
pergi balik aku. hmphf. pasrah2 sampai tunggang
terbalik. apape jadi kan susah. bodoh kan aku. but
my baby has this matured mentality that make
me think, even just for a second. oh well, we made
up, said i love yous(cause nvr meet mah, if meet can
kiss) hahahaha. i've always loved the way he
thinks. he thinks farrrr & maturedly although you
may see him like a typical malay w/o arah tujuan.
hahahaahahahahahahahahaha !! bluekk.

oh oh !!

& he managed to get into Temasek Polyyyy !!
you don't know how happy i am. even my mama
is very happy to know that. & im the one
who's been busy with his documents. haha. i dragged
him for his medical checkup just now. kalau tak,
sampai aku graduate pun dia tak pegi2. bedek
ah tapi. hahahaha. & i forced him to settle all
the documents by tomorrow, plus submitting it.
cause i'll be working, no time to handle. he says
im irritating cause i keep on pushing him.

eh hello, if not me, who else. you like to delay2,
sampai biler pun tak settle, tak betol. i did
everything i could for him. when he apply, i
did everything. when he got it, aku yang semangat
nak mampos. i knw what to submit with what
more than he do. i know when he start, wads
his orientation like and et-cetera. HAHAHAHA.
kalau aku pnye turn, sape agaknye semangat
kebabi-an macam aku ni eh. *ehem ehem* hints
to baby. haahahahhah.

OH YESSS ! we finally found the HENDERSON
WAVES bridge !! and we climbed all the way up !
haahahha. pictures next entry when i got the timee.
chalo !! :)

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-09-18T18:40:00.002+08:00

MENDAK, MENDAK, MENDAK !!

Babyboi's out to break-fasting wif his
mates or whoever; i forget. HAHAHA.
im stuck at homeeeeeee. but im going
geylang later on at night to meet him.
& im going there aloneeee, walkwalk
aloneeee till about 9+pm? im very scared
actually you knowww. geylang so
pack, & there i am alone. nak lepak
bawah block pun like scary. DAMNN !!

I supposed to work today. but i paitau-ed,
like always. HEH !! i just cant get my feet
up and out of my bed. and my hands cant
get away from my BearBear (read: bantal busyuk).
penat nohh. & i texted friends to date me
tonight, no one's free today. double damn.
so bopian lor, i have to go alone. baby's
unhappy. he's worried. oh my oh my, its
okay sweetheart. i've promised i will take
good care of myself. =DD

BUKA TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!
jemput buka semuaaaa. jemput MAKAN
to those who're not fasting. HAHAHAHAHA.

Sembrg la bedah.
IM OUT !!

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-09-16T02:05:00.001+08:00

My dearest-est babyboi is still
out lepak-ing with his
budak kampung or whoever
& im at home all aloneee
waiting for him to reach homee..
DAMN youu !!

BUT;

That doesnt spoil my happy
mood for the day.

IM STILL A HAPPY HAPPY LEMBUUU !!

Sometimes we just have to give
and take. its been awhile since he
lepak2 & spent time wif his bros.
so let him be. i dun wanna look like
some retarded GF feeling all so
reluctant to let her boy have some
freedom on his own. & anyway, my
mood is good. so why not. any other
days when i told him not to go, he
will listen to me. infact he always
listen to me. my darling boyfriend.
*smileeeesss* im just feeling so
hyped up for no apparent reason. & a lil
lovey-dovey too. hahahaahahaha !!

After soo0o long, i finally feel
so happy dating with my MR
Nury Humaidy last Thurs & Fri.

wee !!

Any other days we'll be working,
i'll fetch him, he fetch me & vice
versa. and we only spent time in
the train on the way home. that is,
provided, i wont irritate him wanting
to play his psp. then we'll talk about
GTA all along and nothing else. cukup
time sampai rumah, a lil chitchat on
the phone and dats it. lala landd....

Mendak per??? nooooo !! never mendak
okayy. we're not couples who only
meet to do shopping, to watch movies
and other planned things. we plan when
we meet. yes, it lead to fights but well,
we sure have plans for the day. esai beb,
sembarang orang kata. busuk2 gi lepak,
dats us. kalau rasa mcm penat, gi library,
tidurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !! waahahaa.

Four movies down, 1 more to go..

& this will be tomorrow i hope. yesss !
out of the four movies, we loved death
race the most. gerek nohh !! surprisingly
Babylon A.D i shall rate 6/10 only. i liked
the action part but the storyline is abit
confusing. is it so? or is it because we're too
engrossed with nachos? *EHEMM* hahah !!

Forgetting sarah marshall is a horny movie.
haha. like my baby say, "gerek pe starting
tunjuk kontol, ending pun tunjuk kontol."
HAHAHAHAHA. but its niceee. sweet.
Bangkok Dangerous, i hate the ending. damn.
i hate sad ending or movies where the hero
dies at the end. damnnn !! benci laa. aku plak
emosi kdang2. haha.

Bulan2 puase ni, jahat kan dorang letak
movie gerek2. tempting la kan. tapi aku
bedal je selalu. org kata, ikut nafsu. hahaha !
eh, but i still fast okayy. kdang2 je, accidentally
tak. HEHEHE* Korang takmau banyak berbual,
mesti ade buang jugak kan !! pijak baru tau.
ahahahahaha.

Some pictures we took last week .. & i realised
something, my boyfriend lovess the camera.
but he simply love doing stupid looks which spoils
the whole picture, lagi2 part muke aku nga
cute2 kan. BASTARD YOU !! hmphff.
let us see...

ONE

TWO

THREE

ME: "Baby, next picture smile tunjuk your teeth k?"
BABY: "OKAYYY."

& the result ............... *Drumrolls, cymbals*

ME: "OIIIIIIIII !! sudah ah tanak amik gambar lagi."
BABY: "K la k la. i amek betul2 k lepas ni. jom baby amik lagi."

& the result ................ *Drumrolls, Cymbals*

& my baby knows how to cover his own
pantat. pantat betul !! before i could
even scold him, he quickly said,

BABY: "baby baby, tgk muke i."
ME: "AH YER, orang malas nak amek gbr."
BABY: "Baby nanti letak kat blog u k."
ME: "MESTI. amek betul2 laa. tunjuk ur teeth."
BABY: "okayy"

& the result .......... *drumrolls, cymbals*

ME: "THANKS EH."
BABY: "Alaaaaaa. kk baby i promise lepas ni i amik betul2 k."

& the result ............ *drumrolls, cymbals*

ME: "ahhh yess !! kan sweet muke u."
BABY: "ah biasa jugak"
ME: "Diam ah. *grinss*"

YOU SEE !! How many times i actually
told him to take picture properly. dajal ni
satu. pijak baru tau. hahahaha !!

& so i gtg for now. alrdy 2am and he's still
not home yet. makin aku diam makin menjadi
eh kau. hmphff !!

Till then, i'll be backk.. my exams are over,
im having my holidays now. but heck, im as
busy as when im schooling. infact, busier. i hate
working sometimes. but thats life. you havta
work hard to achieve something. nothing comes
easy in life. yess, thats what my baby taught me.
i love him.

Ok roger, im outttttttt !!! =DD

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-09-08T20:16:00.001+08:00

I'LL BE BACK WITH PICTURES HOPEFULLY.

I've been busy lately, my exam tomorrow;
wish me the best of luck okay !! :))

STAY TUNED; DIFFERENT TIME, SAME CHANNEL.

woohooo.

&& baby im sorry, you know i love you alot alot.
and i know you do too, right babyboi?
its all about PMS. grr ! you've been ignoring me
darling. its killing me. i know you're angry or
rather, dissappointed with me for my attitude.
you've been tolerating with me far too long,
are you baby? just don't leave, will you? i'll
amend my flaws as much as i could. i'll try ok
baby? love you always.

HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS !!
*ehemm*

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-08-25T23:43:00.004+08:00

Sometimes when we fight, I think maybe I
Should just let you leave and push you out of my life
But I don't decide, cause I know that I
Just can't survive without you
And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure your the one
Even through the rain it's clear, your the one I want
And no matter how we fuss and fight BABY, you should always know
I just can't stop loving you ...

Yes !!! i love this song. & it describe a whole
lot about us now.

I MISS MY BABYBOI ALOT AND ALOT !!!!!!!!!

hmphff !

p/s: I'LL BE BACK. haha !

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-08-18T22:58:00.002+08:00

BOOYAA !!

Baby and i are back on track, YEAY !
It was really tough yesterday. we
didn't talk at all for half a day. infact
longer i think. konon merajuk la due2..
ngade2. haha !!

But we met at night, right after my
kenduri. HAHA. & we continued
arguing. it has always been like that la.
gaduh, tapi nak jumpe. nanti jumpe,
gaduh lagi. hahahaha. i really matikan
him when i got fed up. and we shut
ourselves up from Lot1 to Teck whye
area.

Ironically, we took a stroll in the park
eventhough we still don't talk. hahaha.
in the park itself we remain silent for
about half an hour. haahahahahahaha !
eh i find it funny you know ! macam bodoh
gitu duduk dua orang tapi silent. it felt like
eons, i got bored thus i smack him hard and
forced him to talk to me. but he give me his
sweetest smile instead. i guess he's waiting
for me to start talking first, which i did la.
busted u !! HAHA.

After that is all tralalalalala, just like any
other couple, the aftermath is always the
best. everything is just so sweeeeeeeeeeet.
we went home in the early morning with
all smiles. happily ever after. hahaha.

Just now after school i went down to
suntec to meet baby. he's working so i went
home alone. along the way i bumped into
ajim ~~pukimak~~. OPPPSS !! orang indon kata
jantan brengsek. the most irritating bastard
(& i mean it) who ever entered my life. he
tried blocking my way with cigarette in his
hands. konon terror gila. konon aku takot
ngan die peh rokok contraband. OMG !

Still have the cheek to ask, "kau nak lari mana?"
wah wah wah. padahal pathway tu besar nohh.
bodoh sungguh. sia-sia jela mak kau hantar gi
kindergarten kecik2. STUPID DOG !! hahah.
i pushed him aside, he almost fell. hahaa. dgr2 fighter
laa seyy !! & he spurt out all vulgarities on me
while i walk away. stupid dog lagi kan, malukan
diri. waahhaahhaahhaa !! pakkal mood aku baik
la tadi, kalau tak dengan minah macdonald kau skali
aku basuh. hahahaaaaa stupid dog !! grow up lahh.

k DAH. my baby finish work alrdy,
better get going before he petpotpetpot. haa !!
=))

SAYAAAANNGG BABYYY !!

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-08-17T14:28:00.011+08:00

BOYS/GUYS.

HMPHF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They're all the same ! forever making
us feel UNWANTED, LEFT OUT. i
hate hate people replying my message
with just one word. moreover when it
comes to my BF. so malas nak layan gitu.
kalau malas nak layan bilang la, takda aku
menyusahkan diri, buang mase, buang
duit message2. i took the effort in the midst
of my busy self cleaning up the house for
kenduri later, just to msg you. & your
pathetic reply turns me OFF. pantat !!

Benci siak. & i havto stop whatever im
doing, to control my emotions, to prevent
myself from getting all so fucked up LIKE
NOW. bloody hell. buat orang bingit number 1
siak.

Im not insane, im not ridiculous to get so
agitated just because of messages.
there's other stuffs too la. kenape eh suke
buat orang paranoid. at the end of the day
it looks like its ME who are so
desperate to get your attention. TAKDE
KEJE LAIN PE AKUUUUU?? its because of
you, your way of answering that lead to
all this. why must it ALWAYS be me who
make the first move? sometimes i just
want to know if you really think about me.
if ever i ask anything, you never give me
the assurance that your answer is true,
u give me doubts.

PARANOID siak, paranoid !!!

Yes, you really know how to make me
happy. but apart from that at times i
just want to enter your mind and
know what are you exactly thinking.
i know you wont lie, but no matter how
far you can peng, i WILL KNOW. i've
went through the worst. am i asking
too much ???

ARGHHH bingitttttttttttt !!!
why cant they simply make us feel we're
wanted in their life, we're always their
priority. why have a GF when you cant
show she's important in your life, she's
everything. why have a GF just to keep
you occupied WHEN YOU'RE BORED ??
and when you're not you prefer doing
other things and forget about your gf ??

AKU BUKAN SAMPAH KAU PAHAM ??!
NAK BUANG, BUANG. TAKNAK BUANG
KAU SIMPAN TU SAMPAH BUAT DATOK.

indeed NOT a good week for me siak. infact, US !
nanti yang mengarut semua aku ah, yang
ridiculous semua aku ah, yang pikir bukan2 semua
aku. segala2 semua aku. buat ape aku hidup kalau
keje aku buat bende merepek pepek je.

HERAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

but still, no matter what, i still love my baby
alot and alot and alot.

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-08-14T23:47:00.005+08:00

I MISS MY BABY.

FULLSTOP.

Hectic week i shall say.
majority blogs i went to talked
about how things are not going
on fine in their relationships.
same goes to mine. this week
alone we rarely meet. and there
sure to have small little redundant
quarrels here and there even if
we meet up.

TAK KE SEDIH BEB ????

I had almost a whole day with him
just now. but its more to lepak,
talking, sharing session with his
sedares all. i just miss him being
close to me, maybe we lack spending
time just the two of us. or maybe its
just my emotions? PMS beb, PMS.
macam sial. hmphff !!

ON A HAPPIER NOTE,

Pics of us celebrating NDP at suntec's fountain.
macam regular gitu kan kiter kat situ.

*Masai faces alert ehh. both after work beb. HAH. *

My GG, my jiwelurppp. HEH !!

AHHHHHHHHH !! bottomline;
aku still rindu rindu MD NURY HUMAIDY !!!
amacam ni labu !

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-08-11T00:03:00.002+08:00

Im feeling so so down.
i shall write in blue. its all about
how im feeling right now.
dull, boring. & sad. =(

You know my life is all about fun and
enjoyment. i hate the feeling of
boredness. i'll get irritated. & yes,
thats part of me i hate most.
infact thats the only part of me i
truly hate. like shit. blearghh !

& now im all alone waiting for my
baby to reach home. boredom
strikes me real bad. haiz. my mind
goes wild. i realised its been long
since we really had fun. not we; its
just me. its been work-school for
me, & work-work for him. so we
barely had time for each other like
the early days. haiz. i tend to miss
him more, that lead to little quarrels.

Just like now; we didnt meet today
cause i got some family matters. i
need him real bad when i got home,
i was hoping after his work i could
atleast call him or something. but it
happens that his batt dies at that
point. like bloody hell why must it be
at that particular time when i wanna
call? macam sengaje jerr. sial.

& being myself, i got irritated, i bloody
want things to go my way; by hook or
by crook. i dun care whatever thats
gonna happen so i just called. & the
stupid batt dies shortly after. now im left
all alone. i cant msg, i cant do anything.
just wait wait for him to reach home &
charge. haiz. fuck la.. so down.

Maybe its just a matter of me being too
pampered by him. im too used to have
him beside me all the time. he used to
be free. but now everything changes.
maybe lesser time spent makes a
difference too. he understands me well
i must say, but i guess its just me. too
pampered; i repeat. haiz.

Baby told me once, "baby, im just really
worried what if im gone, forever, and
ur alone. i just want you to take good
care of yourself, promise me will you?"
& i cried. am i too depending on him?
maybe yes. he's my pillar. my pillar
of everything. i guess its about time i
stand on my own two feet. i did that
only when we fight badly and im
fighting for my rights.

I've never wished to be like this.
I know its not a good thing but sometimes i really, really hate myself to the extreme.
I need my baby so badly.
HAIZ !

Leave me alone.
Period.

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-08-04T22:22:00.002+08:00

My baby start working
already ! & im left all aloneee
at homeee. damn ! im too pampered
by him lah. he fetched me from
school almost everyday. if
not, we'll meet anywhere in
Singapore. senang cakap; we
meet every single day. & now it
feels as if im naked you knoww
taking the train/bus all by myself
heading home. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh !!

But just now i still got to meet him
laaaa !! gumbiraaa la akuuuu. =D
supposedly after his prac he's heading
straight to work and i head home.
but i dont want. i waited for him at
dover and send him off to work !!
sanggup kan sanggup kan aku. ahahha.
he's alrdy late for work. supposed to
be there by 5 i think. reached bugis
alrdy 4:30 liddat. we walked all the
way to suntec; abit nearer but still
far. hahahah PANDAI2 KORANG LA
LABU !

After he changed, meet his colleagues;
chilled, talked about the difference
about Plaza Singapura & Suntec. and
we have one similarity; CARREFOURIANS
laaaa !! haahahaha. ( *ehem* i was asked
to come back you knoww. cause they
know they cant do w/o me. HAHA ! )
& my baby's a new born carrefourian too.
different store, different department of
course. i wouldnt want to see him as
a cashier. pleaseee eh. mau imagine je beb.
waahahahaahhaa ! opsss, sorry baby, you
know i love you. weeeeee` :))

Okayy folks; this is my diary entry for
today. HAHAHA. baby finish work, bising
alrdy. woohoooo.

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-07-28T23:14:00.004+08:00

Its so nice to be happy.
shalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
Its so nice to be happy.
shalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
Everybody should be happy.
shalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Sayang sayang my ~~bacin~~, kiuuuutt skali, ~~action~~,
mentel, ~~kerek~~, sweetest babyyy !!

BLUEKK !!

We may have small little fights
which can be really damn redundant.
like our hatest word, "ASAL NI ??"
OR "U KENAPE AHH??" ..

AHHH yess, stupid stupid redundant
little fights and argue that can lead to
a very bad night. but we dont fight
when we meet, only after he send me
home. hahah ! but whatever it is, its
always sooooo nice and so-lovey-dovey
after we made up. yeaaaaaaaahhh, i
sukerrr !! =))

Will update a proper one soon.
im feeling so loved and happy la;
thus this entry. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !! :))

Yang benar, tak bohong;
`ACAH SEYY`

2008-07-15T23:32:00.003+08:00

PMS turns me off la. baby hates it too.
right, right baby? cause my moodswing
really swings. i don't see you as someone
i respect, i don't care who are you. u make
me unhappy, you deserve what i give.
yes, thats me. & i'm very, very unreasonable
during moodswings.
eeeeeee i myself hate that okay !
bleargh !

In times of my darkest, blackest,
ugliest mood, the only one i can
turn to confidently is my babylove. =)

He sure do know how to make me
smile all over again, just by his
messages. HEE. before publishing
this i wrote one hell of a longggg
un'sight'ly entry full of vulgars and
unhappiness. but i deleted it off.

1st: I cooled down thanks to my baby.
2nd: I don't wish to 'dirty' my blog.

My baby wouldn't want to see me
moody, sad or whatnots. he'll do
everything that he could to cheer me
up. his antics can alrdy make me smile.
HEHE. that's one of the many
things in him that i like, you know. i
saw this even before we got together.
my baby knows how to turn me on and
off. AWWWWWWW. sayang, sayangg dier !
*EHEMM*
see, now im feeling oh-so-lovey-dovey. :)

I love my man loads okayy, although he can
be a pain in the ass. picture above shows
it all. Love you baby. :))

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-07-13T17:07:00.004+08:00

Song on air : Lollipop - Lil Wayne

Other than i lovee this song, it reminds
me of my babylove too. the way he makes
it sound sooooooo irritating. the way he
sings it irritatingly. the way he dance to the
song irritatingly. and everything that
has got to do wif irritating. yes, thats my
baby. ahahaa. but i still love himmmmm.
ironically when he's quiet i'll miss his
irritating self. wakakakakka !! :))

I've been stuck at home eversince
yesterday evening till now !! those
who know me for a loooooonngg time
wouldnt believe. yesterday night
is a saturday night and im
at home ! my first saturday night at
home !!! gerek perrrrrrrrrrrrr ! aku
pey mendakkkkkk !!

But at least im making my two
parents happy. haha. "Eh acah da
balikk !! sakit ape kau balik cepat2 ?
bagus la gini, buat papa happy." HAHAA !!

Yesterday i do meet my baby. went marina
square then chilled at suntec's starbucks. he
havta go off early to jage his nyai. yes,
every saturday. other than my parents, my
baby's happy too whenever i sit quietly at
home. hahaaha.

So im trying to be good, make people happy.
it takes time. a whole lot of time, i havta
endure, altho i cant take it. hahah. like now,
im damn bored. im jobless now. no more at
carrefour. they took in china people, HAHAHA.
dats all i can say. yes, they pay them lesser.
but, can they communicate wif customers?
BLOODY NO. and who got the complaints? US.
other cashiers. other departments. the rest who
knows how to communicate and speak english.

I went down dat day to take my last pay cheque.
my other colleagues said newcomers are pain
in the ass. scold supervisors, attitude problems.
all i did was laugh. pathetic i would say.
whenever i think about carrefour, i missed the
times when i just joined the company. where work
are just soooooo fun. i looked forward to work at
all times. colleagues are lovee. all kaki gerek. &
we conquer the cashierline. hahahah, those were
the days. i really missed it so much la. haiyaa. one
by one fired due to stupid antics that we do. ahaha.
w/o realising the whole gang gone, including me. haha. i
came back few months after that. then now goneee,
forever. ahahaha sedih pe labu ?? ahhhhhhhhhhh !! i
need work. lobangs, lobangs ??

Okayy, picturess !!

I love youuuuuu !!

FAVOURITES ! :)

Me: "Baby senyum laaa !! asik matrep activate je"

Me: "Yeay, effort was there baby"

Me: "HAHAHA muke berseri !! thats my baby." HAHAHAHA !!

This was the other day; we chilled at kak rina's place. gerek pe collection die !! *ehemm*

I hate it when i miss my baby so much.
i got irritated, frustrated and whatnots. hmphf !!
sayaaaaaaaaaannnng baby i. :))

Yang benar, tak bohong;

ACAH SEYY

2008-07-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

ITS ABOUT TIMEEEEEEEE !!

for me to lag your comps !!
BUAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!
=))

GENTING HIGHLANDS/KUALA LUMPUR.

Overall trip was okayy. bestie was there
so at least it reduce the boredness. haha.
in Genting we rode all the roller coasters.
& that means i overcome my fear of heights;
a lil at least. hahh ! we took Corkscrew twice.
in the day and at night. the night one was
crazyyyyyyyyyy i tell you. damn fast and
when it turns at the loop i felt like falling.
seriously la, scary. lepas tu terus mabok sia
we both, balik hotel tido. hahahah. i guess its
due to the heavy rain that evening so the track's
slippery. moreover there's only 4 people on
the roller coaster. lighter maybe?

KL was finee. i enjoyed the shopping part only.
ahahha. cause i was missing my baby the
whole lot of time. got to know his nyai kena
cancer, it saddens him alot. & im so far away frm
him. sad case la kan. hehehee.

INDONESIA - BUKIT TINGGI, SUMATRA

Sumatra trip was funnnnnnnnn !!! all we
did was enjoyyyy. no parents, no restrictions.
semue dajal kejap. HAHAHA. hongki free flow.
duit murah nak mampos. tempat gerek. keluar
masuk hotel keje kiter. ahhh, what else can you
ask for. weeheeeeeee.

1st day was okay. still tired of travelling. but
we still did shopping !! haha. 2nd day was trekking.
fun and tiring at the same time. boring part was when
we got biten by stupid leeches. damn irritating laa.
although people say its good la it suck out our dirty
blood. but still it hurts badly you know. at times
we havta use lighters to burn it off our feet. eeeww.
the gunung labau or what was really high la. took us
about 4 hours or so to reach the lake right at the
bottom. a real experience.

Supposedly our 3rd day was another trekking down
another mountain. but well we had enough of leeches
and algae rocks. being us, we pleaded to our in-charge
to change the plan. HAHAHAA !! and it was successful
you know. see, too pampered. hahaa. the plan was
called off and we went to play with water. waterfall okayy.
gerek youuuu ! i was reluctant at first to change,
get myself wet. but when one of us went up the rocks
to the spot where the water really falls on you, i got so
giannn to go up there too. hahaha. eventually i did la.
and many many more did. besttttttt, how i wish s'pore
had something like dat. HEHE.

The last night i didnt sleep. infact alot didnt sleep. as
usual i sneaked to khai's room and chill. cannot let the
authority see, you know. later tangkap basah difficult
alrdy. hahaahaa ! talk crap till early in the morning.
too excited to go back to singaporeee.

Got back to my homeland around 4+PM, my babylove
alrdy waiting for me at the airport. awww. miss him
loads as usual. funny thing is, im alrdy so damn tired
and sleepy, i didnt go home. went lepak wif baby's
cousin all. yes, together with my bag too. HAH ! but
my bag small la, no problem beb. abt 10+PM then i
proceed home. sometimes when im alone and bored,
i really miss sumatra laa. the place very cooling just
like Genting. things are so damn cheap. gerek or
whatt ?

OK DONE !!
i took 3 solid hours to finish up this entry.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-07-08T23:36:00.002+08:00

* EHEMMMMMMMM !! *

I reaaaaaaaaally got NO time to
upload the many many picsssss !!
im sooo busy la with life. sch,
projects and of course my baby !

Two trips for me to update about;
KL/Genting & Indonesia. wahhhh !!
nggak ada masa dong. but i will surely
squeeze in some time la. not so soon
i guess.

Okay i gtg, gotta call my babyloveee.
be back soon okayy. stay tuned !! :))

Yang busy gile babi-ly;
`ACAH SEYY`

2008-06-28T11:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO BEDAHH !!

Im over at the airport now waiting to
board the plane in less than half an
hour's time !! yes, im flying off to
indonesiaaaaa ! & YES IM LEAVING
MY BABY for the 2nd timeeeee. haizz !

He sent me off at the airport just now.
together wif his two cuzzies and kak rina !
no doubt i miss him alrdy siak. haiz.

Ok i gotta go. gotta board the plane alrdy !
BYEEE !!

I MISS MY BABYYYYYYYYYYY !!!
behave yourself darling, i'll be back.
MUACKS ! :))

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-06-27T01:16:00.002+08:00

I didnt know guys can stay in
the toilet for soooooooooo long
just like the girls usually did.
aper, mandi bunga kepe korang !
nak kata get on my nerves, quite
ah but i cannot blame him mahh.

Wapianngg !! lucky im a good girlfriend
lor, i wait for him to really finish his
whatever business-ESSSSSSSSSSSS
just to call him. its been two hours hor
baby, good thing i love you. if not i
alrdy go lala land.

K BYE. i'll be back.

Yang baik hati gile babi-ly;
`ACAH SEYY`

2008-06-24T14:05:00.003+08:00

HOLAAAA folks !!!

Yes yes, im back from
the biler-nak-balik-ni
holiday !!! ahahaa. tak baik
kan aku ni. but seriously
i miss my baby lyke so damn
bloody fuckinly much !! hari2
call him abeh nangis nangis.
cengeng la kan kiter tapi ape nak
buat labu .. rinduuuu siak !! tanak
tglkan baby lama2 lagi. tak boleh
make it. =(

Pictures are in bro's DSLR which i
have not uploaded yet. let alone
resizing 'em. one pic can reach
up to 1GB okayy. arghh leciak ahh.
but the pictures are sure nice nice
lah. people say got face got value la.
MF only acah !! HAHAHAHA.

Actually this entry means nothing
la. just to tell im back. selamat pulang
ke tanahair. [macam gi haji seyy. ahai.]
HAHA. im wasting time to meet bestie
& zaidogs for hongki session feat lepaking
later.. my babylove working, so must
waste time while waiting for him to finish
lorr. janjinye kul 2pm dong, drag sampai ke
2:30. gerek, gerek. tapi aku ngerti, janji
melayu. check check aku yg lambat nanti.
consperm la kan. HAHAH. if there's an award
ceremony, the title for 'orang yang slalu
lambat' will surely go to me. who knows i can
get $16 000 ke. wahahahaha. but baby knows
me well. if im late he will say im the princess
dats why ppl must wait for me. ahai. sweet
kan baby i. padahal member sarcastic, youu.
=))

OH.
to the twins; dannyean & afiqelmo,
thanks la banyak2 kan. pakkal im free
now. can atleast spent some time do
this thingy. lau tak kan, *ehem* buat
bodoh je aku, HAHA. takecare you two. :)

______________________________

State 10 random facts about yourself and tagged 10 people.
1. Simple
2. Crappy
3. Hot-tempered
4. Insane at times
5. Too friendly as said by babylove.
6. Cannot live w/o talking crap.
7. Hongki very important.
8. 19 years old
9. Bonch. HAHAHA !!
10. Attached to another bonch, myBabylove. *EHEM*

10 people to do this ;
-I
-DUN
-CARE
-WHOEVER
-WHO
-WANNA
-DO
-THIS
-DO
-LAHH

1.What is the thing u want most?
- To get a new job and settle my car licensed !!

2.What is the things that you want to do most?
- To be wif my baby. HEEEEE*

3.If you had ONE wish, what would it be?
- To be rich, get back my $16 000. HAHAHA !!

4.What are you afraid to lose most?
- My family and loveddd ones.

5.What will you do if you're dying soon?
- Nak taubat ! alah typical things ppl wanna do la.

6.Do you believe that your bestfriend will betray you?
- Might. but i trust her. i dont think so she will. KAN bestie KAN !! ahaha

7-If u love someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
- Ofcourse. my baby knows. i said to him every day. HAHAHA

8-What is in your mind?
- Volkswagen beetle.

9.What type of people you hate most?
- I will try not to hate people.

10-Will you cherish your every friendship?
- Yes babyy. although people come & go.

11.Do u believe in God?
- Of course !!

12.What will you do if you had a million dollars?
- If equals to kalau. KALAU TU BESAR BEB !! ahaha.

13.What will you like your friendship to be like?
- Simple, its all about having fun.

14.What is your favourite hobby?
- Blogging and lepaking.

15.What will you do if all your friends hate you?
- Its okay.

16.If you feel low someday, who would you turn to?
- My mama, at times other family members. & my babylove !

17.If you had 3 wishes, what would your wishes be?
- Wishes arent meant to be revealed, ass !

18.What are the dates you never forget?
- Quite a number, lah.

19.What will you do if u have a time travel machine?
- Go see what my future is like. HAHH. mereps laa kau.

_____________________________

DONE ! gotta meet them. be back soon wif
pictures !! taking care, dun drink and
swim; nanti perut kembong. HAHA. :)

Gaya, mutu, keunggulan;
`ACAH SEYY`

2008-06-15T15:14:00.001+08:00

In LESS than three, 3, tiga, san
hours more, im off to Genting
Highlands and KL for a holiday.

Feeling happy and excited is one
thing, but sadness is also there la
cause i've to leave my babyboi
all alone in S'pore for one solid week !
sedih la labu !! if only he can follow ...

Ahhhh rinduuu beb. i've bought
a new prepaid card. just for this
holiday. just for me to contact my
baby. cause im using line you see.
if i were to activate the autoroam
it'll be expensive la. so i'd rather buy
prepaid and use it. i top-up superly
kiasu. you know the M1 $100 value?
yes i bought that. and additional $18.
wahahahahaha. im just afraid it
wouldnt be enough la. for sure i'll miss
my baby terribly siakk. arghh !!

For the past two months, we met
every single day except for sundays.
how can i leave him for one solid week?
wapiaaaangg !! but its ok. he promised
to be good. rite baby? clubbing w/o
me is being good rite baby? good giler
eh. bantai baru tau !!!! HEH.

Oh oh did i mention im going wif my
family and best of all the bestie is
tagging along !! fun, funner, funest, funniest
la seyy !! redundant i know. HAHAHA.
My family had a new member born
yesterday. no, im not gonna have another
lil sis/bro. 2 is enough for now. hahaha.

A Sony DSLR alpha350X.

My bro's new 2nd GF. HAHH.
It cost a bomb laa. but worth the price you
knoww. this holiday will be more of
phototaking session rather than shopping.
cause im alrdy sick and tired of the same
old thing in all shopping centres. ahaii !

Till then wait for my return. WEEEEEEE*

Baby.
while im away, behave yourself okayy.
its gonna be a week long, its difficult
for me seyy cause right at this very moment
i miss you alrdy la !! ape lagi later kan.
i asked amy for a favour; to help me
jage you. and he said he WILL. wahahaaha.
because i love you, you know. walaupun
korang brothers kehape, korg enjoy,
i will know. cause my baby would not
lie to me kan? KAN KAN KAN !!! wahahaha !!
ciannn la baby i, later nowhere to go.
dun sleep bwh block slalu2 okay. cause
mama will scold you knoww. kata sayang
mama i, must listen to her ok? if she
angry, u know sape bilang dier. HAHAHA.
i anak mak, you cannot fight.
& im older, EXCUSE MEEEEE. hahah !
8 months difference is ALOT you knoww.
i dun care ! wakakaakkaka.

I will miss digging your nose, ur ear,
pinching you, beat u altho im alwaes
GENTLE (HAHAH), play pijak2 kasut
wif you in the MRT, run around slapping
each otheR .. & mostly .. your 'innocent'
face yg dibuat-buat ! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!

k nvm i've to be positive. behave ok babyy.
take good care of yourself. you know i care
for you. =)

I love you many2 the many.
MUACCCCCCCCCKSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

WOW. sorry eh i got a lil mushy2 here.
rindu beb. ahaahahaa.

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-06-10T17:53:00.002+08:00

I got the sudden urge to update
randomly. its gonna be so
random so please switch your mind
to random mode.

HOLA !!

I miss my baby cause i went home
w/o him. not really w/o him. im alwaes
wif him. but he went lepak w/o me.
fuck my stomach flu. but somehow i
like it when im sick. cause thats the
only time when i see people really cares
and show their sympathy towards me.
especially my baby, who else. HAHA.

Usually he would step on my shoe, push
me around cause im short, mess up my
hair, tickle my ear, tickle the "weakest
links" on my body, put his palm on my
face so i cant see, "kuti2" me, beat me
although i beat harder (HAHAHA) .. &
et cetera.

According to dictionary.com my dear
readers, the phrase et cetera is a Latin
expression that means "and other things".
if you were to think deeper on the latter,
"other things" can be one OR more than one.
but in my case that im talking about, it
have to be more than one. have to.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

But oh well, dats our way of fun. HAHA. so
people, if you ever encounter any couple
who runs around in the MRT, who looks like
they're fighting; shouting to each other in
the public, please ignore cause we're having
fun. hahhaahahahaha !!

I love yesterday. such a nice day. it started
rather bad after a lil tiff the day before. but
we made up and had fun throughout. except
for the fact that i lost in taitee against him. &
he got so hyped out. benci la ! keje nak ejek aku
je. bantai baru tau !! HMPHFF.

So we ended the day by him coming over
to my place and meet my parents. ahahaa.
which he was bombarded wif lotsa
questions. and i saw his sopan self while talking
to my parents. haahha. so dramatic la
but im proud of him for being that, ahaii !!

OH.

FYI people, i've been blogging since 17:53PM
just now. now is alrdy 23:50PM. am i cool or
whatt ? hahahaha. ok, i'll be back.

& i love my BF. :)

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-06-07T11:41:00.000+08:00

HOI rakan-rakan.

Im like a magician right ? kejap
ade, kejap takde. HAHA, but im
soooooo happy you knoww; being able
to blog after 7years 50days of not
doing so. like abit hyper gitukan.

But ................

Tu semue tak penting. lets talk about
my life. so far, so good. i think i gained
weight la labu !! baby call me
bonch (boncit) .. KELAKARRRRR KEPE
BABY !!

Ape tak, my baby treat me good lahh.
so aku gumbira la orang kata. i'll have a
meal a day now unlike last time where i
can not eat for a week straight. nvm lahh,
people say takdir alrdy you knoww.

Its rare rightt for me to blog on a Saturday.
yesss, i feel awkward too lah. oh ! i'll be over at
west coast park today. my baby wanna play
layang-layang so muchh. very pelik you know.
but at least time is occupied. dats the why
its never boring when we meet every single
day. alwaes up to fun activities. like when
its just the two of us, taitee pun jadilah.
HEEEEEEEEEE*

Oh yes, before i forget, yesterday was our
2nd monthsary. yes, second. ahahahaa. we
keep it low you knoww. skrg2 je wen ppl
start asking then we answer. heeeeee*
So yeah no special celebration, we chilled
at yew tee played cards. i know its so
unromantic but hell both kering nak mampos.
no money bopian lahh. plan is to catch movie
over at Vivocity Goldclass but his money not
in. damnn. but its ok. its his presence thats
important, you knowww. awww.

We've been arguing alot lately. not really
argue la, i'd say its more to misunderstandings.
but well just like others the best moment is
when we made up, kissed and everything turns
out nice. seriously. i sukerrr. hehhehe.

Ahh, i gtg. baby wakes up alrdy. before he nag
nag nag nag nag, i better go siap. taking care
lovelies. i'll end wif some of our pics.
enjoy your weekends !! :))

Baby: EEEEE u lesbian eh?
Me: HUH ?????
Baby: U tengok, matair u macam girl. *points at his face*
Me: ????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Sometimes i think my BF is the cutest BOY
on earth. he speaks redundantly. HAHAHAHA.
muackss !

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-05-23T00:02:00.002+08:00

I AM TRULY SORRY.

for abandoning this humble blog
of mine. so fast la, a month passed
since i last post an entry. too busy
wif lotsa stuffs la. school, projects,
work and not least .... my BABY !! heheh.

Yes i got myself a new babyboi. in
which im much much happier now.
contented la kan orang kata. hahaha.

Back to the point. my intention for this
entry is to tell my dear readers that i
will be on HIATUS mode for the time
being. you know, blogging has been my
passion for the past 5 years. but now i
think im too busy with other stuffs till
i got no time to even go online. let alone
blog. very saddening la labu but what to
do kan. HEHEHEE.

I acknowledge okay whoever who enters
my blog and read even if i didnt update.
ahaiii so touching la kan korang. terharu i.
for now taking care okay you all. i'll be back,
for sure.

My babyboi switched on his radio alrdy
laaaa. so noisy ask me to sleep. hahaha. till
then, wait for the new upcoming episode of ...

"THE RETURN OF ACAH SEYY"

Ah ketawe, ketawe lagi.. sepak baru tau.
hahahahaahha !!! k la aku pun da penat
kan labu, selamat tinggal penderitaan.
eh salah, selamat tinggal rakan-rakanku.
kembali selepas pesanan-pesanan ini ........

Look at what you're supposed to ONLY. bantai aru tau. hahahah !

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-04-23T00:56:00.001+08:00

You know how bored i am, labu.

To the extend that i watched
hindustan to kill boredom. you knoe
how irritating that is ?? can you
hear me labuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!!

Shitass. period, lah !!

Someone is so busy over at his aunt's
crib dyeing his hair. i didnt know just
by dyeing hair can make one so
busy. arghh. no one to entertain me.
sian. tembak satu satu baru tau !!!

Ah amik korang your long awaited
updates !! and basi pictures. bedek sey
basi, tak cendawan pun ! ahai !
Its been almost a month since this
occasion thus i wont be elaborating much,
only that i had so so so so much fun
on dat day !! when Dover OAC unite ......

CCA FAIR '08 presents ...

The 'error & tweet' gang !! wuahahahaha !

Finally, last but not least;
My favourite pic of all ....

OAC oiiiiiiii !! hahahaa. my jiwe okay. i love you guys !!

I actually have alot more pics. not
only OAC, karaoke wif ex-carrefourians,
town-ing wif frens etc etc. but my server
abit siao siao you see. irritate the hell out
of me. friendster also cannot upload,
photobucket also problem2, sibei sian ah !!

OH kids !!

Before i actually forget, which i don't laa,
today is my bestfriend's 19th birthday !!!!!!!!
WOW. you know i got all so excited and
sexcited and anything that got to do wif dat.
weeeeheeee ! gotta see her tonite, hopefully.

Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to FEZAH,
happy birthday to youuuuuuuuu !!!

I LOVE YOU okayyy ! mwahhh ! :))

Weeheeeeeeee !! okay, done !
gotta go report strength. *ehem*
hehehehe ! taking caring ok loves.
friday will be the orientation camp,
that equals to more pics coming your
wayyyy. till then i'll be back ...
toodles !! mwahhhh ! :))

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-04-19T10:25:00.002+08:00

Lotssssss of things i wanna update.
Lotssssss of pics i need to upload.

BUT I DONT HAVE TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!

Will be back tonight ar .. hopefully.
same channel, different time. hahahaa.

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-04-08T23:02:00.003+08:00

I'LL BE BACCCKKKKKKKKK !!

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNN !!

CAUSE ...................

IM A VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYY BUSY WOMAN
NOW TO THE EXTEND THAT THE BUSIEST
WOMAN ISNT SO BUSY LIKE THE BUSY ME
MAKING MYSELF BUSY !!!! & UNLIKE THE
BUSY BEE WHO IS SO BUSY MAKING HERSELF
BUSY DOING THE BUSY HONEY, *ehem* IM
ALRDY A HONEY MYSELF SO I NEED NOT MAKE
MYSELF BUSY WIF THE BUSY HONEY BUT
INSTEAD IM SO BUSY WIF THE BUSY CARREFOUR
WHICH IS BUSILY CROWDED WIF BUSYBODY
CUSTOMERS WHO CANNOT SEE THE BUSY ME
MAKING MYSELF BUSY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Work work work = " Hi gdmorning !!!!!!!! *SMILEEEEEEEEEESSSS* "

People complained they always see me at town
but i got no time to update my blog.

Tu part ......
i got only one answer ...

AKU NYE PASAL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!

wuakakakaakkaakakkaka !!

i've got tons and tons of sand. no, i mean pictureS !!

Life's been sooooo blissful !! i loikeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :)))
& guess what laaaaaaaa !!

I CUTTED MY HAIR SEYYYYYYYYY !!!!

dun worry, cute la. wuaahahahahaha !

i miss my OAC kids ! how are you people doing ?
fine ? cool mann !!! HAHAHAHAHAHHA.

and BABY LIONNNNNNNNN !! *EHEM* *EHEM*
im doneeeeeeeee. muaccccccckssss.

`ACAH SEYY`

2008-03-25T23:35:00.001+08:00

I am sooooooo fucken tired tho
i paitau-ed work today.

BUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHA !!!!

Caution: Looooooong entry, pictures last. :))

I've got lots to update beb. Let me start
off wif Saturday. it went soo fine la, so
gerek. met up wif nury, khalid, nas, farhan
over at bugis. walked to zam-zam to have
our dinner. met up wif shamin, who drove.
bayeeekk pe. hahh. plan punye plan we
then decided to vroooom to town and play
pool. shamin bawak kreta macam nak
hantar nyawa siott ! serius shit we're sooo
fucken afraid. kilas sane kilas sini. waliaoo.
& please imagine 4 of us behind. lau dak2
kecik takpe jugak. ni semue bapak budak. ahahaa !
nas being the lightest lie on our laps. bayeek
pe. hahahahahha !! Cabbed home wif nury.
alrdy so late, i havta work the next day. blearghh.

My Sunday was normal. the night of my
birthday i got to know my family members
got themselves new phones each ! geraaaaam je aku.
birthday aku korang yg beli hp. HAHH. & i havta
share this story ..... my first 19th birthday "BASH".

I was stucked in the toilet cause the bloody
jamban just wouldnt want to FLUSH !! i pressed
lotsa times but still it wont flush. hell i tell you.
and it happens when my watch shows exactly
12AM. tak mcm sial tu !! wahahahaha. & my
phone keeps ringing non-stop hits but i cant
take it out cause i was sooo BUSY trying hard
to flushhhhhhh !! wapiaaang. so memorable k.

Oh well hows my bday celebration? it went
fineeee, unexpectedly. HEEEEE* tho
someone wasnt there, but well .........
biarkan laaaaa. Bestie got to work
on dat day so while waiting for her, i
went out wif nury since he wanted to meet
me badly. HAHH. he fetched me under
my block and went town. blanje-ed me food
then we proceed to borders and he read me
KIASU comic. remember that comic? had a
very very good laugh. POWWWW !! buahahahaa!

Train-ed back to cck cause im meeting
bestie and he's meeting his cuzin. in the train
we sang, crapped, do video clips. laughed so
hard laa. tho its just the two of us, but we
rocked the world !! MP k tapi. LOL. met my
two beloved; bestie & paat. chilled at clarke
quay. was fun too. they made me laugh and
smile tho deep down inside only God knows. Thanks people
for the day. i dont need presents, its the day
thats important. lau nak kasi present takya
susah2, i only want ...........

WHITEGOLD's NECKLACE WIF MY
INITIALS AS THE PENDANT.

Wahahaahahahahha, i've been telling everyone
how i want whitegold as my birthday pressie.
but ALL of these people's reactions went,

"STOP IT AR ACAHHHHHHH."

"KAU GILE." (Ni bayeeekk ar beb. aku kan dari IMH kne pgl gile.)

"SEMBRG BEB NANTI AKU ROMPAK BANK UTK KAU"

"DIAM AR DIAM, SBELUM AKU SEPAK KAU"

"WHITEGOLD KAN MURAH, AKU BLEH BELIKAN 10 UTK KAU"

Wahahahaahahahaha. gerek perrr !! but i
really want whitegold ah. my wish. heeeeeeee*
k stop it before i got hyper and ask people
for whitegold again. then people got irrit wif me.
like my BESFREN tersayang. HAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!

The very amazing thing is, i did NOT snap lotsa
pics on the day itself. like WOW !! only a few
in bestie's cam and abit more in nury's hp. break
record kepe ! i was enjoying too much fun till i
forget about pics. ble gitu. ble ah mane takble.
hahaahahahhaa !

BUT. i got lotsa pics during my OAC's outing
dat day. not oac ah. its more to the gang. HAHH.
i had enuff of typing. feast your eyes to the pics.

We went ..........

Changi Airport Terminal 3 !!

My first time okay. very jakun. but i bet
lotsa people havent go rite. so takmau
eksyen eh. hahhahha !

POPEYES ! interesting ritee. macam KFC but up siket. HAHH.

Lastly, I LOVE THEM ALL. they make me happy. :))))

AMIKKKK KAUU, LAGGING KAN COMP KORANG.
bluekss ! buahahaahahhaaa !!

K bye, gotta tuck in. tomorrow work, bleargh.

Oh thanks to ALL of those who wished me be it
through sms, call, blog, friendster or watever it is.
a bigggg thank you la k. didnt know soooooo many
people remembered my birthday !! terharu i. hahaah.

`ACAH`

2008-03-24T02:11:00.002+08:00

~~HAPPY~~ 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!

It isnt happy AT ALL. my birthday
eve is alrdy so fucked up. THANKS
ar !!

Im so sad and pissed off and bla bla
bla bla. so watever kan.

Just hope i'll be happy later.

THANKS ARRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!

`ACAH`

2008-03-18T03:11:00.002+08:00

Just now i got home earlier than
usual, then i was attacked !!!!!!!!

in MSN. heh.

Currently in two different convos, two
different groups. but one similarity,
all of 'em are my schoolmate. ahahaha !
tkde maksud, okay takpe. 1st group
are mainly my OAC seniors featuring some
of the 2nd year, a wholeeee
lot of em. 9 people i think in one convo ??
KECOHRABLEEEE teruss. hahah. 2nd
group consist of the normal clan; featuring
badd, minus zaid.

Guess what laaaaaa people !!!!!

You wasted seconds of your life reading
that paragraph. cause, tu semue takde kene
mengene. wuakaakaka. ok fine.

After 7years & 50days of not stepping into
the school compound, im so proud to
announce, im doing so tomorrow !!! im
going sch for ...... oac meeting. wakakakaa.
jiwe beb !! satu hati, tpi rambut lain-lain (takde
kene mengene)

Work's been real hectic. everything's gonna be
stricter now. i benci ! i miss the times when i
feeling2 'manager'. or is it higher than manager
cause i will surely-conferm-chop2 be late every
single day. and when i dun feel like working i will
paitau, but when i feel like working i will call
them up and report. bayeekkk kepe eyy. ala korg
kecik2 feeling masak2 bleh, aku plak nak
feeling2 manager ah. why cannot? can laa ehh.

Time check: 04:20AM

aku sebenarnye ngantokkkkk. thus the outcome
of this entry. sembrg beb. i'll be back(bukan 007 eh pls).
thanks.

EX TECK Y: Me&elfiean, we broke up almost a year ago alrdy.
whatever the apparent reason is, let me be the onli
one who knows. we still do contact every now and then. he's my
close budd now. & im happy wif that. i appreciate your
tag; whoever you are anyway. :)

`ACAH`

2008-03-11T23:54:00.004+08:00

NYAAAHHH !!

Yeay exam dabes !!
Yeay exam dabes !!
Yeay exam dabes !!
Yeay exam dabes !!
Yeay exam dabes !!
Yeay exam dabes !!
Yeay exam dabes !!
Yeay exam dabes !!
Yeay exam dabes !!

Imma happy cow now. hahaha.
but i shall be busy wif work. one
week of not working is like VERY
awkward for me. i feel so uneasy.
HAHH. hairannnnn eh beb.

Had my Industrial Electronics paper
just now. believe me, i started studying
on sunday; while in chalet. yes, my
family chalet. org enjoy, aku busy kat
bilik belajar. mana mau dapat ? wuaakakang.

Surprisingly i can answer majority of
the questions except for one or two.
alhamdulillah la kan. hahahha. just wait
for the results then. a B would be good
enuff laaa; considering the fact that my
attendance is very haprak.
HAHAHAHA !!

Forget it.
oh KHIR !! i STOLE these pics frm
your blog. TWEEEEET !! maaf zahir
batin eh nyaaah. wuakaakkang !!

Dat day (or was it last thursday?) OAC had
our last meeting wif the seniors. each of
us juniors were entitled a card to be given
to them. we talked, joked, camwhored and the
best of all, WATERBOMB !! the juniors actually
alrdy planned on that but didnt expect them
to be so KIASU and attacked us during
camwhoring session. in the OAC room itself !!
waliaoo. jahat siak ! DGR TU PAK TAM !!
korang jahat !! wahahahahhahaa.

I alrdy saw shamir and wan going to and fro
from their helmets. i sense something fishy
alrdy. suddenly zaid backed off from his seat
and asked us to cabut. we dashed out from the
back door to the hall downstairs. kecoh beb !!
the P.E teachers got so angry sia. ape tak,
the hall is alrdy occupied with tables and chairs
for exam, and there we are running all around
and everywhere is wet !! bloody hell. hahahaha !!

Da puas kene maki hamun, baru tau diam kiter
ni semue. hahhaha. we havta clean the OAC
room, drained out the water. dlm almari pun
banjir beb, ape tak eddy duduk dalam. dgr2 tkble
kene. cukup time dier paling rabak basah. wuakakakakang !!
funny laa. chilled at the canteen. bumped to amer
and frens. habis laa. maka terpaksa laa... HAHAHAH !!
amer & frens been playing waterbombs since past
weeks, when they know we're playing too, aper lagi.

We never thought of anything, so we went over
to the smoking corner. they were there smoking wif
us. peh sial, suddenly before going off they attacked
us wif many2 waterbombs. lau water je tak pasal ok,
theirs is equipped with wet toilet papers and sabun !!
waduhh, hardcore ah dorang. wuakakkakang !! but
syiookkk siaaaaaaaaaa. i love OAC ! wenngg ! hahahaa.

Ex-president & current president. "Cermin Mata" & Loi. WUAAKAKANG !

After this photo, everyone ran to take cover. HAHH.

Aftermath, really really wet !! hahahahaaa

IM GONNA MISS THEMMMMMMMMMMMM !!!!!!!!!
arghhh. pak tam, make sure 29th jadi eh ! :))

HRMM. wad else. oh, no comments about my baby.
i love him, dats wad matter most. HEEEEEE* he's
been busy, conflicts here and there, but am glad
everything's settled. thanks to 2/4 of LCHC crew;
my buddy and my bestie. i love them, been
spending time with them when baby's not around.
i duno, after today i'll be busy working, just hope
i could spent some time wif them. i dun want to
see us LCHC separated, my last wish dat is.

This song says it all, to my baby. :))

My buddy paat & my baby fanzi. love them both.

Of course, my all time favourite lover, my bestie. rindu kau !!

Candid beb; we were 'arguing' .. no, according to him its gurau senda. A'AH la ehh !

Another candid, im still smiling. :))

Since the day that we met ~~girl~~ boy
I’ve never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Want to give you the whole world…ohh
If you make the promise to me, I’m gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I’m lost and so confused

I’m gonna be the love that’s gonna last
And be the one that got your back
And nothing never that bad
That we would be together
And we both made a mistake
And something never wished we made
But we will be okay if we just stay together

I will wait as long as my heart still has your name on it.

`ACAH`

2008-03-05T01:41:00.002+08:00

_____________________________________________

Some of the overdued photos during OAC's
farewell pit dat day. tomorrow being the
2nd yrs' last day of school before their
exams, i duno how emo shit its gonna be in
school. i hate this feeling of apart-ness. the
thought of them leaving the school really
make my mood go down, down and down.
fuck la.

Not only the OAC seniors, my other 2nd
year friends. a whole lot of them. its them
who make me wanna get up and go school
everyday. its them who alwaes make me
laugh and go crazy. its them who will shout
my name across the canteen. damn it.

& my baby is damn busy nowadays. sometimes
i think am i doing the right thing? but fuck la
i love him, patience is virtue. only god knoes
how much i miss him. i actually miss those
'dating' days. everything seems so perfect and
sweet and whatnots. no im not comparing, am
just stating lah. serious shit those days are the
best, im like so happy, i felt so loved. i aint angry,
im just a lil sad over whats happening right now.
i miss him la dats why. haiya. sometimes i wished
i could just turn back time to those memorable
days. my birthday is coming real soon, i dun even
know if he's there to celebrate it wif me. haiz. ah
whatever la kan. i still love him. HAHAHAHA !!

Whoever you are ANONY, thanks a million for
the stupid tag k. i know my boifren well, no matter
how busy he is, he still have the courage to
call/msg me up & ask about my day et-cetra. that
little things do bring a smile to my face. thanks for
reminding, but sorry beb i trust my boifren, i
know he wouldnt be so childish to do such a thing.
and please, he's MY bf, i dun need other people
to wonder/ponder about MY bf. if your intention
is to advise me, think again beb, cause i seriously
DON'T NEED IT. thank you.

`ACAH`

2008-02-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

Im so down laaaaaa !! am
soooo irritated with everything
around me.

MAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKK !!!

In school i felt so good. so much
laughter. so much fun in the band
room. dancing, talking, playing,
crapping, laughing. everything. so
happy.

After school went Jurong point wif
them (OAC kids) . upon reaching was
still okay. suddenly saaaaaaaaaaaaaapp;
i lost my mood. just like that. so i kept
quiet. fuck laaaa benciii tauu. till now
this irritatingness is still in me. tomorrow
class test. i studied but i got soooooo
irritated with myself.

BOSAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNN !!!

Conferenced as per normal wif my OAC
kids but it wasnt as fun. maybe its just my
mood !! alaaaaaaaa. i think eh, the main reason
is ... im missing my baby alrdy. hmphf !!

Adding to my misery i received news baby's
coming back on thursday. two more days !!
arghhh. i need him laaaaaa.

When he went off last week, i felt easy. not
so bad throughout. ironically that is. but now,
arghhhhhhh i havta endure a day more till
he's back in my arms. damn it laa !!

Pictures are all ready, i'll update tomorrow la.
no mood siak !! go away la moody moody shit !!
TIDO PUN CANTEK ! HMPHF !

`ACAH`

2008-02-20T03:34:00.004+08:00

Chatting with my OAC kiddos can
realli realli make me fart a million
times sia. kadang2 bedek ar.
only 5 of us conferencing but its soo
bloody kecoh ! funny siak i kept on
laughing by myself. tkble
ang !! Was too busy chatting till i
forgot my main intention of
using the comp. dat is, to blog
laaa. people been pestering me to
update. baru one week, belum
one month ke, one year ke, one
century ke, cemetery ke .......
k dah diam. HAHA.

OH.

Pardon me, im trying to make myself
happy and not think too much.

Cause why ??

I was dijandakan 12 hours ago. for
a week. baby flew off to Philipines for
work, like again. lucky thing its only
one week. lau kene one month lagi,
meninggal ar. HAHAHAHA. thought
wanna send him off but i got a test to
sit for, damn it. alaaa so sad la kan, i
rindu baby !! hmphff ..

Ahhh scrap it, lets talk about something that
will make me smile. errm, the song thats
on air. HEEEEEEE* oh yeaa, baby fetched
me from work on monday. not a good
start though. fought once we met. rabak lak
tu, he left me walking all by myself behind. but
i managed to grab his attention; i walked
real slow when crossing the road. tu
tactic aku dari dulu, SHHHHHH jgn blg
maknye. haha !

Proceed down to Winsland house. ngan dua2
nga temper, you can imagine what happen there.
wuahahaha. he told me something, he did
something, i got real upset wif him over
that very important issue that i cried. k
la almost la. he also okay !! dats
when he suddenly sang me this song. ala sweetnye,
tergoda i. HAHAHAHA .. thus this song will
be on air till he's back next week. bluek !

Walked all the way down to Wisma. dua2
nga pikiran, all along we talked crap sia.
crap shit. kes btol2 tak masuk otak. K1K ar.
hahahaa. he sent me to my busstop then
he went off. i swear in the bus i felt so so
terrible. so worried like fuck ! but i believe
everything's gonna be fine. i talked to myself
ok in the bus. hahahh. i waited for his call which
seemed like eons. but imagine how relieved
it is to know everything's over, settled.
PHEWW. no more kalau kalau eh b. HAHAHA.
then today he finally went off to Philipines
peacefully. aku je tak peace, rindu woii !!

But i think im a lil stronger this time. maybe
cause i experienced it before. dat time, chis,
nak lepaskan die macam ape. skrg, chey, sms
je da ble. wuakaakakang. & furthermore its
onli a week or so. just hope he wont get
extended or watever la.

ANYTOOTS,

Im currently in the process of compiling pics of
the OAC farewell pit dat day. will update
about it next entry eh beb. mata da stim, i end
wif these random pics on our way to the pit.

Hanyalah Satu
Yang bertakhta dihatiku
Hanya dirimu
Yang ku sayangi... oh kasih

Hanyalah satu asmara di jiwa
Dan jangan kau sangsi cintaku
Hanyalah satu ( hanya satu )

I miss my baby. hmphff.

`ACAH`

2008-02-12T03:22:00.000+08:00

My baby's busy with his reports,
i got no one to talk to, thus i resorted
to blogging.

Note: Im blogging aimlessly, my mind's not
in the right state, pardon me alrite.

Ahaiii did i told you i watched this movie during
the 1st day of CNY? baby fetched me
from work dat day. niat di hati wanna
watch movie, we're alrdy in the queue
but still have not decide what movie to watch;
cool kepe kite ?? once we reached the
counter baby ah ni memandai je, "eh hi two
tix for sweeney todd's 5:05pm show. thanks."
sembarang jeeee but lucky movie gerek.

& i wonder why is it rated M18 ?? not that
violent, no sex scenes .. no doubt
the starting's abit slow. they sing and talk and
dance at the same time, i almost thought its a
musical. takecare sia kalau musical. LOL.
overall its a nice movie la really. susah dapat
ok movie endings wif the hero being
stabbed to death. sad right? sad ah.

SO.

Hows my day today ?? oh well oh well
it went ok-ok la beb. monday is my official
'off' day from school remember ?? but i
still dragged myself up to school for OAC
meeting. masalah betul ah satu satu. but i
love them mann, they rock my superman's
girlboxer. HAHAH k wadever eh wadever.
went queensway then town wif badiah.
nafsu naek seyy tgk all the new shoe
selectionss. i still want that $144 adidas shoe !!
and now plus another $79 lacoste's.
geram je akuuu.

I've settled on OCK's chicken wings. happy
cow seyy aku !! met baby over at town after
his work. had some quality time together.
he had to rush home to finish up his reports.
haiz cian dier tau. i really pity him la but my baby's
a real workholic. nihoos we sort things out just now.
very sad yet meaningful talk. very contradicting
if i were to elaborate further.

Baby,
i will need the time to adapt to this whole new environment. like
you said i have the whole time in the world to accomodate
myself wif this. the circumstances that i will have to face, i know,
its hard. you're not pressurizing me at all baby, you're not. instead
i do appreciate your little sacrifices. you travelled after work
all the wae from bukit batok to town so that you can spent just a
lil time wif me. you're tired, i can see that, you're stressed up
wif your clients, big boss, meetings et cetra but you made the effort
to spent just a few hours wif me. to others it may be a small
pathetic issue but it means alot to me baby. i know your biggest fear,
i can assure you i wont let that happen okay. i love you baby, for
me lesser time spent isnt the vital problem, its the inner thing
that matters most. cause i had fun everytime im with you. just
like today. *EHEMMM !! thanks my baby. :))

Eh bedah sorry eh i sidetracked abit. hahah. hows your
Valentines day preparation ?? chey preparation
sey, step birthday party president je. LOL. for mine, simple,
i don't celebrate valentines day. i dont go hoohoo haahaa
over wanting to get my bf a pressie or hoping to
get something in return. no no. every year for
me valentines day means nothing. you can ask
danny. for 3 years im wif him, every year he gave
me something but i did nothing in return. HAHAHA.
yala different people different perspective, that i
agree. lucky for me this time my baby dont
celebrate v.day too. YEAY !! so its just any ordinary
day for us. ni bukan tak romantic ok, ni tak kuasa.
wuakakaakkaakakakangg !! ok takde maksud.

Im actually ...............
................................
...........................
.....................
................
...........
......
..
.

high on drugs
(panadol bodoh !!) .
too high to be true.
yes. my brain's not functioning well now.

OH believe it,
i blacked out that day as i was heading home.
over at town. alone, in the dark alley. i blacked
out right in the middle of
nowhere, on the overhead bridge. no, i wasnt
drunk ok. my god i still cant imagine what happened.
i remembered i was too weak to even walk then i suddenly
collapsed. lucky thing there's someone kind enough
to help me get into a cab. if not i dun wanna imagine what
would happen to me. its a rather quiet place okay; you
knoe behind far east shopping centre near borders there's
a busstop. ahh im on my way to that busstop when i
collapsed. eeeeee takotnyee. when i told baby, i was
scolded for being stubborn. (i was from paat fren's pit at p.ris
park. i went there straight after work.) he was reluctant
to let me go but i insisted. dolat ke ni? HEEEEEEEE*
amikkau obat ginseng power root uncle djenggot bandung sedaaaaaaaaaaaap skali !!

Guess i gotta tuck in for now. im still unwell. gotta
rest, school tomoro. bayeeeeeeeekkk kepe !! arghh,
ok bye folks !!

I loveeee this woman, i love you okay? i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

`ACAH`

2008-02-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

Benci ar !!

Im alrdy so pissed off wif werk,
met my baby abe kene lecture !!
bukannye nak support aku tau,
HMPHF !

I know la im late, made you wait
for like an hour. but its not like i
did it on purpose. the crowd was
crazy, got no one to take over my
counter, everyone's so stressed and
busy. then after counting my money
got to know i short fucken 8 bucks.
blardy hell total up i havta pay 17bucks
for nothing ! including my previous
shortage. bleargh !!

When i met baby, i went on and on
cursing all the people who went to shop.
CNY alrdy over, stay home laaaaa !!!
i got realli frustrated wif my shortages,
till my baby got irritated. HAHH.

Him: One more time eh b you fuckin talk about your 17dollars,
im gonna get really fuckin mengamuk tau. i tell you first.
Me: Bingit siakkk 17dollarsss tauuu. HEHEHEHE.
Him: (he realli was about to blow up, HAHHA)
Me: Eh chill eh, syg kau b, takmau mengamuk ar buruk tauu.
Him: Nanti gaji i give you that bloody 17dollars and then shut your mouth, ok?
Me: Tanak ah.

BLA3.

It didnt end there. he coloured me
alottttt cause i was late. whenever
we talked and happen to have the
word 'lambat' in our sentence, he will
emphasize on it and smile at me. geram je
akuuuuu.

But we made up la along the way; geram2
bingit2 but sayang okayy !! heeeee* :))
chilled at wheelock's starbucks. dats when
i saw STEP UP II's trailer at shaw. a
MUST WATCH movieee, favourite siaaa.
13 march ! 13 march ! i marked it on my
calender, believe it or not. LOL.

I miss the complete LCHC, i miss slacking
under mas's void deck, i miss OCK's chicken
wing, i miss playing pool/bowling. i miss
alot of things. but im hating work. blearghh.

"My grandmother also member what. so ridiculous
ah this thing. stupid. you lose more than you gain."

YEAH RIGHT la moron !! macam paham only
lose more than gain. step director only, macam
paham giler ah ni anak. your grandmother member,
dat one your grandmother's g-string's problem ah
siaa. lahabau pey customer. da paisey nak cover
dia pey pantat ah tuu condemn2. angry also dunno
how to relax, mengamuk2 abe tersandung bakul.
WUAHAAAAHHAHAHA, bodoh skaliiiiiii !!!!

but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray

i love you my baby. :))

`ACAH`

2008-02-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

*TENGOK TAGBOARD*

Hello aida. its you AGAIN. whats the issue this time? wow,
did you just say i talked behind your back? are you tryna say
i got THAT so much time to even do that? oh my love let me
tell you ok my days are occupied with work, school or my baby.
i aint got time to even call zack up, let alone talking about you
to him. and aku ade cara kalau nak lanchiaowei orang, bodoh.
i dun wanna know who you heard this crap from, or what
the person claimed i said about you. just tell that person to
fuck off; whoever IT is.

Wads wif my mouth, dear? you got problem wif my mouth?
oh oh i almost forget you got a BIG FAT problem
wif me, am i right to say this? do you need me to remind you
time and again, IM JUST A CALL AWAY. you got my number
in your hands, i dun have yours if you forget. cause why?
YOU KEEP CHANGING. reason being? SO I WONT GET TO
CONTACT YOU. oh, or isit akmal? so i wont get to contact
akmal? let me tell you baby, he just messaged me that day
asking why hadnt i call him. oh my does that mean he misses
me babe? how sad. but you're lucky enough i didnt reply to
that msg cause i think its just a piece of shit la. & mainly
because i've got a life. i've got my own boifren to call and msg
with, i dun need anymore. moreover someone who's
connected to you, EEEEEWWW.

Thanks eh suar, banyak bual banyak konek ar. takmau jgn
sampai jgn sampai ngn aku, nak ble jumpe. besar peh
sial, aku on comp je nmpk tag ni macam. peh sot !!

`ACAH`

2008-02-04T01:32:00.000+08:00

FINALLY ...

im able to sit still and update
peacefully. im not sure myself
why im like so busy nowadays.
if im not busy wif school or work,
i'll be busy wif my baby. heeeeee*

Today didnt get to meet him, hmphf !
since morning he got meetings to
attend, then gotta rush to finish up
his report & worst of all
please imagine he's over at the airport
right now (note: check the time)
fetching his client. ciannn kan my baby.
jahat okay his boss. orang baru balik,
relek arr duluuu. ni takde, rush so much
for whatt. abe aku plak yg emosi. HAHH.

On a happier note, like FINALLY .....

I gotta watch RAMBO !!
no, correction, i should say like finally
i gotta go cinema & watch movie !
alif wau, WOW !! HAHAHA. that was
last thursday we went to catch rambo.
veryy nice movie laa seriusly. i had
fun wif baby dat day. night time lagi
happening eh, *ehem. bestie kau
diam eh. HAHH.

My saturday was spent working like
a slave, entertaining stupid, let me
repeat, stupid PLUS irritating customers.
BLEARGH. im hating work. just make time
fly please. get CNY over and done
with. irritating bagero so kiasu like nvr
shop before. same old problem yet again.
irritating ! irritating !

Today worst siaa,
i felt like slapping each and everyone. the
queue snaked all the wae to the back. realli
damn crowded. ironically most of the customers
knows im on the verge of blasting/erupting.
there's one nyonya, she gave me
sweets and asked me to cool down. cute
siaa, and im touched. after work i blast it
out to my baby, biasa jugak. HAHH. indeed
he cheered me up. :))

"Takmo la piss2, i takde ngn u, u piss2 nanti sape nak cebokkan."

HAHAHAA takde maksud siak. whenever
im angry he will talk about the most
lamest thing in the world. haha cute laa.
see i miss him alrdy. :(

I dun wanna talk much, my instructor
camp was fun. but St Hilda pri is indeed
a very very pampered school ah. no, i
mean the kids laa. dun wanna comment
anything la, they're just pampered. too
pampered. fullstop. :)) pictures in random
order. cheerssssss*

400+ odd pri 5 students. kecohrable terus.

Them; getting all so excited for rafting.

i-forget-his-name, hafiz, yus

My group challenging 'the clap cheer' wif hafiz's. HAHAHA

You know what i taught my group?
" Gimme one 'relek sua' clap. "
& they went, *clap* 'RELEKKKKK SUAA' *typical matrep hand signal*
CUTEEE ahh they. jinak. LOL !!

OH.
have you ever seen or even heard
of MASS SHOWER??
hahahahaha.

This is called mass shower. hahaha

Cool shit ehh !! hahaha

Cool shit or what. hahah military camp pun tkde ni mcm. haha

But the kids loved it ok. enjoy siaa dorang. hahaa

k da part ni boring. LOL.

All refreshed after the mass shower. wuakakaka !! extreme right is my fav. damn cute !

*Pls ignore my takecare face* Introducing teenash.
"instructor, i like to look at ur face. your hair messy2 but
u still look cute. like me right?? hahaahaahahha" & he will
laugh and laugh like nobody's biz. cute siaa he. i miss him laa !!

Wif taufik, assistant chief instructor. he got this cutee smile. LOL

Ahmad; chief instructor, Acah, Badiah, Taufik

Lots of camps coming up seyy. maybe
will be involved in kranji sec & yck sec.
see la how ehh. k dah gotta call my baby.
taking care okay. dun take drugs. HAHHA

i masukkan you dlm list i. k bubye. muah.
muah. muah. muah.

WUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!
pala hotak laa stop it sakkkkk.

`ACAH`

2008-01-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

How would you feel if you're
surprised wif something you've been
waiting for ?? something you wished
would happen directly in front of
your own naked eyes ?? something
you dreamt of every night and day,
day and night, malam dan siang, siang
dan malam ??

HAPPY KAN HAPPY KAN !!

Ooo yeahhh baby i was soooooooo
surprised plus plus soooooo happy
at the sight of MY BABY !! oh my
oh my im still smiling ever soooo
widely siaaaaa !! happynyeee akuuu.

The story goes like this ....
Last monday i went over to bestie's
crib after work. thats when
bestie and paat said there'll be a
surprise for me on wednesday. pikiran
siol aku. i loveee surprises but at the
same time i dun like the waitings.
coincidentally, there's a farewell chalet
for one of the carrefourians 2day. i really wanna
go for that but after they said there's
surprise for me i suddenly feel like
not going. HAHH.

Oh watever so here comes the day. im in
school when paat called and asked me
to go ahead wif the chalet since he said the
surprise may be cancelled. waklu eh cancel.
HAHAHAA. but im alrdy half-hearted laa.
my cheque is not in yet; thus the takde sen
problem. damn. so i meet bestie at night.
chilled at 'our' playground. i was busy jiwang-ing
when bestie suddenly said "SURPRISEEEE !!!".

Ooo lalaaa climax siol when i look up. my god
i was sooooo speechless i jumped around and
said nothing when i actually alrdy planned on
wad to say when he comes back. pantat kan !
then i shut up cause i really duno like wad
to say, wad to do. so surprised. then i went,
"eh?? baby eh, da balikkkk !!" HAHAHAAHHA
bodohhh skaliii ! he talked about all the things
he did over there. baek kepe member gi
Paris ! eiffel tower !! geram je akuuu. ordered
canadian pizza to the playground. sukeriaa laa
kiteeeer. happiness beb ! happiness !!

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!

Chilled at the playground till 11+. rinduu
giler babiiiiiii okayy. ahhh sukenyee akuuuu.
finally LCHC is back to 4 people. weeeeee !!!
we cabbed home and here i am updating my
happy dayyyyyyyyy ! woolalaaaaaaaa. im
looking forward to every other single day wif
my baby. & friday marks our 1st month !!
bayekkk kepe beb !!

& sometimes you cannot be too happy cause
you tend to forget things so easily. oh yes
i've got a test tomoro. da blaja ke ?? a'ah
aku blaja camne nak lepaskan rindu. ahhh
steaaammmm !!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAH !!

my camp's update will be postponed.
cause im too happy to update about camps.

YEAY YEAY BABY'S HOMEEEE !!!!!

DAYAH,
my baby come home first !! BLUEK.
lain kali takya pekik kuat2 when you're
on a SHOPPING CENTRE'S ESCALATOR.
please eh, malu i !! anywae THANKS eh
a whole lot for the sudden teck whye
cheer in the middle of LOT 1. dasyat betul
korang !! chiss ! HAAHAAHAHHA ..

A big big big thank you to my two beloved;
bestie and paat. thank you for the surprise
planned. ahhhhh it makes me feel sooooo
happy like fuck la okayy. HAHAHAHA.

OH.

Thank you to my baby too for planning
together wif them. i was realli surprised okay.
till i got speechless and dumbfounded. serius
shit ! & at times i still dun believe you're
back. im too used to counting down laa. believe
it i still do for watever reasons. sakit kan aku !!
LOL. ILY, lots. :))

`ACAH`

2008-01-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

Oh god.

IM SO GODDAMN PISSED OFF !!

lyke hell.

fuck it.

1) Was one and a half hour LATE for work.
2) Shortage of manpower; thus store was fuckin busy.
3) Irritating fucked up customers.
4) Didnt manage to answer baby's call.

The last two points being the most
important ones. other than the
middle finger customer i encountered
last week, this time i came across
a bloody irritating one.

& its alwaes the same reason; pricing
error. she make it seem like its my
fuckin fault when she dun even bother
to read the signage properly. ni ah
org tak gi skola, sembarang pok.
cb ah.

We argued argued argued till a point
when i really feel like giving her a
fucking tight slap. nak aje aku maki.
i cant stand it siak. its
alrdy so crowded, there u are arguing
wif me because of a 20 CENTS difference.
bloody hell goddamn pathetic siak. mati
tanak.

Her: You work here you dun even know the price? ridiculous.
Me: EH do you know each and everyone's name in the whole of s'pore? no rite !
you wouldnt expect me to memorise the prices of everything in here? bodoh siak !!
Her: You know NTUC never had any pricing problem. carrefour alwaes had this problem.
its been .........
Me: Then go NTUC and shop lahh. did anyone force you to shop in carrefour ?? eh i can cancel this sale for you la eh. as easy as that. (aku da irritated gile babi)
Her: Im alrdy here how can you ask me to go ntuc.
Me: Eh dun waste my time ah u want anot?
Her: If $1.50 i dun want ah, so expensive. nxt time put the correct sign.
Me: Ya, ya, next time go school ah sia, learn how to read properly. learn how to differentiate which one for which.
Her: Its gonna be the last time im shopping here.
Me: Does it EVEN bother me? Do i look like i care? my pay still runs as usual, bodoh.

I told you i dun fuckin care. if im
pissed off aku takde pandang kau sape.
selagi aku ble sabar aku sabar. if i
slapped my MUM before due to my
temper, why must i be afraid of these
small people who irritate me? bodoh
pey lahabau. menyusahkan hidup org
pandai. irritating siak serius shit ah.
cb ah want to compare compare carrefour
wif ntuc summore. tau ah ntuc byk
workers mindset mcm kau. semue otak
mati. nyonya2 slalu gitu siak. irritating !!!

Next up,
when i finish work i checked my fone.
two missed call. i tot its frm bestie or
what. skali there's onli five numbers.
+76054. see i memorised the number
alrdy. & the first thing tat strucked my
mind was, BABY !! its the same number
he called me that day. my god, baby called !!
bloody hell i got soooo pissed
off yet again siaa. haiz. two times but i
didnt managed to answer.

I tried calling back that number. there's
dialing tone but it got cut off. bodoh !
i wonder how's his reaction when he tried
calling but i didnt answer. conferm
sad seyy. arghh. sedihnye akuuu. im sorry
baby. =( & the most frustrating
part is, he called at 18:30 and i finish
work at 18:45. 15 minutes difference je !
alaaaaa !! i waited and waited but till now
he didnt call back. bingit jeeeeeeeee akuu.
mane tau ade important news to tell me.
alaaa pls call back laa. haizz. rindu siaa his
voice all. damn it laaaaaaa !! so sad. =((

8 more days for his return, but im so so
afraid he kena extend. pls don't seyy. but people,
can visa be extended ?? can eh? ala cannot
laaaa. i dun want sey he extend. mati la
akuuuuuuu ! :(

i'll be back ah. tido pun cantek ah, im
so moody sey today. nak nangis pun ade.
hmphf !!

oh god.
why is it a difficult day for me today.
please make tomorrow a better day.
please.

`ACAH`